yesterday.............

i was really happy for the first time in a LONG time. but today i just feel like i am back to my old self. it seems as if happiness never lasts. does this happen to anybody else?

ah well it depends for me. good days and bad days happen, but usually my mood fluctuates a lot during the day so I don't usually have BAD days and GOOD days but just days that when you average it all out are more good than bad or more bad than good

holy crap did that make sense at all?

yes it did

Happiness never lasts long...it never did. Or that what happens to me. I'd be happy for a day or two
and then a problem hits me and i'll get depressed-like and feel like commiting suicide and i would feel full of sh*t. Then i'd feel happy again. It's kinda annoying but hey that's life. well thats my opinion...not really an advice, ain't it?

Nessa

all i wanted to know is if anyone elses felt the same way, so in a sense you helped a lot

i always feel like that! i get happy for awhile then all the sudden *Bam* i feel sad/bad/mad again i duno i wish i could control it but noo i cant! its soo terrible i hate it so much! noone understands me anymore and i dont know i always just wanna cry but i cant well i can buh i dont wanna tell people why i am crying! i hate it..grr!