dreams of my past, i need to relax...

i have reoccuring dreams about my past and/or future.. Like, one of the dreams i had was referring to my past self harming..and in the dreams, all my friends and family began to hate me for it... all of my dreams are about self harm.. I dont hurt myself anymore and never will again.. so y am i havin dreams about it now?....
for the past 2 weeks about every other night i would wake up n the middle of the night crying or screamin or standing up and weird crap lik that. it scares me most of the time so i usually cant get back to sleep...

does anone else have this prob?
does anyone kno how i can try to keep from crying or screamin in my sleep?
The dreams dont bother me its the stuff i do in my sleep that scares me..

That happens to me sometimes.. I was sexually harassed and i was having dreams where the guy raped me and no one belived me when I told them. and I had dreams about ppl chasing me with razors cuz i was scared ppl were going to find out..

Is there a part of you that still thinks about SI. Well I think that neone who has done it, that it will always be apart of them. I don't really get dreams try do reasearch about dreams.

I dream of the future a lot. I once dreamed my dad broke his leg while he was being chased by Gollum (I had watched the LOTR the night before). Anyways, the next day my dad goes outside and he slips on some ice and breaks his leg. It was winter at the time.
I also dreamed about my grandmother dying and the next week my grandfather died.
Freaky, eh?
But my dreams aren't always like that. I've been having this reoccuring dream about me having twin boys and that hasn't happened yet.

I have also been having reccurring dreams recently, not always exactly the same thing but the same themes over and over. I really don't know what to do about it but I guess we are in a similar situation.
The best advice I can give you is to try not to let them affect your waking life because the dreams themselves can't hurt you but the actions you take as a result could.
I am glad to see that you are certain you wont SI again, it is that confidence and assurance that will get you through this.
Best wishes and if you find out how to stop these dreams can you get in touch through my profile page? I'd really appreciate it.
*VioletRaven*

Actually, I had a dream of the future. I had a dream that someone was trying to rape me, and 6 months later. Wham. Nightmare becomes reality. Just stay strong and don't let your dreams weaken what you have accomplished from then to now.

I used to have a re-accuring dream. I had it every night for about 6-7 months. It was really scary too >.< It was about my mum... But I won't tell the details.. But if you're worried these dreams aren't gonna go away and you want them to, maybe go to the docters? I dunno :/