Wanna die and yet live

it seems weird...i know...but i want to kill myself in pure anger and sometimes i want to live forever...so weird..

Yep, I've been there too. Nowadays though I feel like I don't want to stay here any longer than I have to, but at the same time I don't want to leave because I don't feel like I've finished something.

--Bryce~

Yeah I feel the same way, I wanna leave this hell on earth, and yet I have reasons to stay aswell...its totally messed up!!
ashley