kayla massie
18 years ago
what do you do when love is all you had but now its gone away???
i was with this boy for a year. he was my world, my everything. plus on top of that he was my first everything. it was like we were just meant to be. like my heart beat in his. then all of a sudden everthing just started getting bad. but we still talk. but it hurt so bad to not be with him, see his face everyday, or even talk to him. i just got so used to being with him i got caught up in being in love with him i let everything else go. nothing else mattered but me being with him. then when it ended it felt like my whole life was over. and i still love him with every inch of my body and heart but he's not here. and i dont know what to say. it thats sweep-you-off your feet kind of love that everybody dreams for right in my grasp but i dont know how to grab it to make it mine again. help PLEASE!!!!!
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