is this happening to you like it is to me??

hey um yeah so have u bn seeing this bloke like me.. or girl (for u lads)
well we got really close and have been seeing each other every other day.. its been great and i know ive fallen for him and i know he does feel for me i can see it in his eyes.. but thing is he got this job interview tomorrow (WEDNESDAY)
and if he gets it he will move away for a yr... i dont want him to go... um but this week he has really been pulling away from me and beign distant with me!!
um he kinda got bit moody with me other night too... um but saturday night he gave me a hug and said "come here" then gave me a kiss after a big hug.. we slowly let go hands as he walked out my dr..
um n i had a feeling this was gonna happen coz he we dnt really hug wen we leave each other.. jus kiss so it was bit strange to say the least...

its already hurting and im losing him and i cant do anything about it!
he is obviously the one in my love who got away form me.. :'o(
i know i cant tell him how i feel for him at all its not my time or place to say... but i really dont know how to not lose him.. um but are you going through the same thing or not???
im normally the one who lets a lot of stuff go over my head n tht.. but this time i cant....

what bout u??

hav you talked to him yet? u said it's not yet time to tell him ur feelings..how strange..

i was a lil confussed wid ur story..

i think da best way is TALK TO HIM!!...

I have been through that. I hope you comfort, peace and strength to deal with it. :)

hey ive tried talkingt o ihm n he has kinda ran away every time or changed subject by doing something!! umm but i siad to him today i wood like to meet up again n see him to talk things thro as soon as i tell him like im gonna miss him.. he switched off from me...
ahh i dnt get this lol

ok um i told tht bloke how ifelt n i dont want him to leave but i wont stand in his way!
it has bn lil strange between us but we saw each other last night which we aint seen each other for bout a week or so... umm but it was lil straqnge but not bad if makes sense..
um we had load of ppl over mine last night n he was there too which was good um n he was tryin to be close but istill was pulling away!!! WHY was i doing tht! dont get me wrong i was close to him etc n i did sweetly touch his tummy a few times like i wood normally n tht.. um i dropped him home bout 11.25pm n he said gonna come in then n i was um i beta not u gotta get up in morning aint ya! etc!

he findled with something in me car then he gave me a hug n a kiss on me cheek!! he makes everything alright wen im with him.. but was i worng in telling him the other night tht i dont want hi mto get the job or leave beca sue im gonna miss him n i dnt want him just as a mate!??

you said you told him?!!..well than what did he say?..

i wanna know..

aww..you poor thing..if you love him, you should tell him. and tell him why, and make him understand. and if he says something mean, then hes a jerk..if he says something sweet and agrees to stay, then yay! hehe. i hope things go alright with this guy..you seem to really like him..
xoxox
sorry i couldnt be of more help..

um well he has taken the job.... :'o( um but he dont leave till september..
um but he still wants to see me but i dunno ad he kinda dunno coz we both dunno if its gonna be too hard!! n make it ahrder to say bye n let go!

have u heard the song which is out at the mo... its called.... final request by paolo nutini... well tht mine n his song as he sang it to me one night n it exactly saying what im feeling but also worried i wood be like if i did see him again ....

yeah secret i told him tht i dont want hi mto go tht night n his eyes went watery... n we sat facinge ach other in the car n he said i knew u woodnt want me too... i siad but iwont stand in you way... he lked straight at me n tht was wen i saw his eyes were all watery n he said thank u n nodded n lked away!...

i no i was upset by my last ex who cheated on me but this is totally different!! i cant explain it! its hurting so much n i cant stop thinking bout him.. n even tho he aint gone yet im missing him so much already but kinda going numb n if i see a couple all loved up i cant lk at them n get lil upset.. but th just natural!

well he has made his decision nothing i can do at all!.. he knows how i feel bout i wish i knew how he felt for me?? does tht make sense??
thanks your talking to me..
take care..