How to get over him?

Omg I've tried so much, I've held my self back from talking to him, I tried to curse him out in my head and think negative thoughts about him. And the problem is I don't even get to go out much since I dont have a ride, and my parents r too lazy to take me out. I'm so stressed out, I love him so deeply but he hurts me so much and doesn't wanna talk to me we have fights everyday and yet I come back crawling to him... God I sound so desperate, I need him so bad, but everytime we talk he ends up hurting me one way or another... will I ever get over him? it's been two damn yrs, and I still love him so much I listen to music and think of him before I sleep I think of him, in the morning, at the mall, outside, inside anywhere I go it's him every single second of my life.... and yet I am so stubborn I can't help myself, no one knows nothing about my situation, since I'm not allowed to date, I'm dying inside, and I cry all in seceret places, like the bathroom or under my blanket. How should I get over the guy who has hurt me so much!?!?!? My topics that I even posted up here for the discussion board is
"what do you feel when your heart breaks?"
because mines break almost everyday....

Thanx a lot for those who got advice or anything.

I think you will get over him. But I think you have to wait it out a little longer.
I'm not sure this will help, but you could try talking to friends, and just keeping as busy as possible. That way you might get so busy you won't have time to think aobut him. Or you could write a list describing all the things you like about him, and all the things you hate about him. Then put them in a box, along with other stuff that reminds you of him and burn it. Or just burn the two lists.
I did that and it really helped me.

Hope my advice helped.

thanx a lot for ur advice and help it really does help out u know.. i need that encouragement... cuz it's so hard but thanx a lot, i am trying as hard as i can.