Say It Isn't True

Okay, so I'm working and on the intercom, they say that I have a call on line one. I go to pick it up, and my sister is on the other line, barely audible between her sniffles and cries.

She goes on to tell me that my mother has drowned.. How could this happen? Why? I already lost my father when I was 6... Now I have no parents... I feel so lost... I can't even begin to describe this emptiness growing inside me.

I'm now even more afraid to get close to anyone, because I've lost so many people that I loved.... I just don't know anymore... I wish this was just a dream!

Awwww hunni...I really really really wish i knew what to say, i have not been in this postion but i know a lot of people who have, and i see their pain and i wish i could just take it all away, I can't say that i know how it feels b/c i have noooo idea, I can't even begin to imagine what this feels like...I Can't really give you advice but I can tell you this..even tho im sure you already know, you have two angels looking over you sweetie, You will still carry them both in your heart forever...But, remember god only takes the best people, Everyone has a plan for their life darlin..Maybe there's ended shorter then people thought it would..but you are still here, make them proud babe...If you wonna talk about anything at all you can talk to me, i will always be here to listen to you!! keep your head up shuga!

Thanks, but I'm fine... Well, I will be. I've dealt with the death of my father, I can deal with my mother's death as well. But thank you, Nelle, I really appreciate it

~BJ~

I'm so sorry to hear about your parents. If you need someone to talk to , you can pm me.

Death is so sudden, so senseless, but we have to find hope through the gloom that follows afterwards.

My best advice is, break down and cry. Do all the stupid, screamy things you feel like doing (suicide not included) but, well, have a bawl.
I didn't have a proper one when some of my loved ones died, and now, more than three years later, I get these times when I feel mad, as though it's sinking in for the first time.
That is the worst that can happen, to try to continue too soon, to block it out, because suddenly, maybe years down the track, it will pop up out of nowhere and start hurting your life.

//T.L.//

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