He Used Me, He Doesn't Love Me, But I Can't Stop :-(

I don't know what to do. He used me for sex, He doesnt' love me nor did he ever. But I'm love him so much. He was my entire world. He was my best friend as well. I can't get over him. I have to see him in school all the time too, and I just want to break down. AHHH

Did you really love him? I mean it seems to me that he is really good at tricking people (from the very little you have told me), and so did you get a lot of opportunities to see who he really is? Because a person who just uses you is a person that should be hard to love....

No... See, I've been best friends with this kid for over 3 years, and we decided to take it futher. And I just completely fell in love with him. He was so perfect. And I ditn' realize how much feelings I had, until we got together. He's not the person that he's portraying now. And I wish he would just go away , and let my friend come back, but I just don't see it happening. He's changed for the worst. Yes, I loved him. I always have loved him.

And Yes, I definitely had alot of oppertunites to get to know who he really is. He's cried to me. Absolute best friend. I know everyting about him, he knows everything about me. I've helped him with his family problems, and he's ran away from home and came to my house n' stayed with me. I know who he really is. I just don't understand why he has to act this way. :-(

honestly darling i feel so bad for you. its the worst feeling in the world being used as ive been there. but being betraied by your best friend must really hurt. at the end of the day though youve got to remember that life goes on. people dont change and even if you feel you really know a person you can be surprised. you'll always love him as such but it will get easier to live with him in your life after all he's done. im constantly having to see my ex around who also used me, and having to talk to him cause he doesnt see what he's done wrong. with time you will find it easier to move on but for now just try and keep your mind of it. lads like that aint for da bother, after all you'll soon b outa school and the amount of lads you will go through before you find the right one will be more than you think, alot of them will break your heart but there will e a handfull of people who dont! keep smiling, luv ya luv nikki xXx

If you trueley love somebody then you will always love them no matter what!