I'm scared that I might still love you

ok so about six months ago i was convinced that I was over my ex(we broke up a year before that)and then I was lookin througt a old shoe box and I found a pic of us and there was a poem attatched to it I wrote the poem when we had first got together and it brought back alot of feelings the only reason I'm scared is because when we together if everythings was good it was really good but if it was bad it was really bad and it drove me to be sucidal for a long time and i don't wanna be like that again what should i do?

i agree with tattered wings... there may still be feelings there... most likely though, it's that you loved that person and like she said, no matter what part of your heart will always go to them... but definitely try to not look at your old things or go back and look at stuff from your relationship... i broke up with my bf 3 months ago after a year and 2 months (which for a highschool relationship is supposed to be pretty good since it started in eighth grade) but i still think about him and stuff even though he's a total ass... but also, he's not worth going back to if things were that bad... you shouldn't go back to a guy who made you feel almost suicidal, you definitely don't want that... try to find some other guys, get out there, and soon you'll find that guy that you love truly and want to be with... i wish you the best of luck!