Is i me or them?

so here is my situation: I went out tonight and i was wearing a low cut top and jeans, (i often wear low cut tops) but the thing is i have rather large boobs, and im not sure whether people find that more offenseive tahn a person with small boobs but some woman had the nerve to say to me that i have no respect for myself. i personally think i have a lot of respect for myself and i dont have a lot of self asteem i suppose and maybe it makes me feel better because i get more male attention ( i know i sound really pathetic but please dont judge me) i think im unattractive but most people say that i am attractive yet i have 0 confidence and when people sayu i have no respect for myself it really does make me feel like sh!t, is there something wrong with me?

thank you, it means a lot? does anyone think i am pathetic or crazy?