Sharing Your Memories

Think of a time that you WERE happy, WERE excited and spill out the story and relive that moment.

The times that I was really happy, are all the times that I was staying over at rené & Regina, because when I'm with them, I can really show who I am, and don't have to be scared for being pointed at for it. I can't be myself really at home, because my mum kinda hates the real me, so I'm scared of showing it at home. Last time I was at their place, I finally decided to tell them about how things are really going at home. And they fully understood me and they support me really really good. So back then, I really really felt happy. And every time I see those two, I smile. =D does that say enough? :)

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i was at this youth gathering this year and it was the longest i have ever been away from home and it was the HAPPIEST i have been in about 7 years. i kinda forgot what it was like to be happy.
but we were pretty much on our own and we got to meet so many new people and you didnt get made fun of for going to church or whatever and they had awesome dances and i was with my friends the entire time and then i met this amaaaazzziiinnngg guy but of course,
he lives in ohio.
and there wasnt all the gay drama that there
always is in this town,
idk it was just like this HUGE weight had been lifted

I got an A in my theatre elective class and now I have my GPA brought back up to above a 2.0, so I'm off academic probation! YAY!

*Digs through head* Okay, I've already posted the story about my balloons on here-in the fun and humor sectoin, so I'll have to give you a different one.

Simply of story of being lazy, not worrying about anything, being alone with friends, and having fun. We were in my old science teachers office helping him pack like the rest of the class. Well, really we were done. So we just coninued sitting there, talking, and being lazy, stealing an extra handfull of M&Ms out of the candy despenser he has in there. I still had a marker from earlier when we were labling book boxes, I even wrote 'yellow' at the bottom of one box. It's like my signiture word, my catch fraze based off of my randomness. Anyway, I marked my friends legg, and she started freaking out about it, so I pulled up my pantlegg so she could mark my legg, then later I put a little black dot on my other friends butt, and of coarse, she had to mark mine as pay back.

Anyway, it was funny when gym came along, and I found out that I couldn't wash away the park on my legg without leaving a slight greyish line, so I looked kind of funny with that little mark. I got to hang out with my friend Anna, and our tagg along Justyn there. Avoiding the fact that school was ending, and we might not ever see each other again. We were silly, happy, and care free simply because we wanted to be...

Now I'm just nervous, uncertain about what'll happen in my future, where I'm going to be spending six hours a day five days a week for around seven, eight, whatever months straight... It seems worse and worse the more I think about it, I like it when I wasn't focusing on my future.

When I'm with my friends, and they start joking, telling funny stories and such.
It's almost as though there is nothing else-. For a minute, there is no pain.
Then I guess the happiness just kind of slips away, just as suddenly and elusively.

//T.L.//

Every single Friday/Saturday night I will be giggling about something.

Or any other time in the week, I never dwell on bad things - just look at things in a positive light.

But I'll tell you a happy memory that stays in my mind. Spain. Last year. I walked along the beach at midnight with a new friend I'd made, and we talked, and sat on the beach, and it was the nicest memory I've ever had.

I'm usually really happy when I'm hanging out with my best friend Jesse. Just becuase Jesse is one of those people who are really fun to be with, she always acts happy, and is super easy to talk to. And we have a lot in common and get excited over the same stuff. One time we went to the State Fair (NY) & we saw the colored chickens & named some, then we named a couple of the rabbits. It was a lot of fun.

And during school for chorus we went on a trip to Ohio becuase we were gonna go sing and stuff. We ended up going to 2 malls, a dinner dance cruise, we played laser tag & whirly ball, went to the Hard Rock Cafe & Rock & Roll Hall of Fame. It was tons of fun! Especially since there was this guy that is in my BL (business law) class & I'm quiet in that class becuase I don't have any close friends in there & a lot of the people annoy me. And since I was with Jesse & 3 of my other close friends I pretty much never shut up. So it was hilarious to hear his reaction about it all.

wen im wiv my friends its easier 2 4get things- i have fab memories wiv em!