im here and i dont wanna be here

mann i live with my dad and my life is a living hell i cant go no where
and wen i first lived here i cryed a million tears i gu3ss i cryed so mucho
that i cant cry no mo3 it hurt to be away from my mom so long and itz like a jail cell over here
i wanna di3 because bein herr imma gonna die any way but jus slowly man im hurting so bad because i cant do nuthing and im alwayz doin right but no matter what im doin wrong
and i mizz my bestfriend and she the only one that
can help me wen somthing wrong but kno were so far away and we don even talk no moe se my cusion and everthing but no we still dont talk t can berly
talk to my own my mom
i just wanna go home and he wont let me because he got cusitdy
i hate life yea i got to school yea every body like me not to be concetied got madd haterz alot of guys but nuthing ever gonna b tha same
i just wanna be with my family that makes me happy
and understand me
because he dont
life suxz so wat can u guyz tell me
plzz don sa nuthin smart cuzz im up to cussing out pplz cuz i hate wen dey do dat
~bev~

Well, this is a tough one....I don't know what to tell ya dear, except do your best to make it through. Life may be bad, but I've heard life gets better as you go on. But hang in there...You have a lot of people on here to help you and talk too. People care about you even if your dad doesnt..you just need to focus on those people instead of letting your dad get to you.
I hope this helps
If you need anything else you can email me
~DyingBlackRose~

I cannot read what you wrote. Maybe you should focus on your litery skills more. Then maybe I will help.

i admit yeah i had a bit of trouble but i can make out your problem.
Maybe you should make friends and you might be happier.
you could try talking to your dad and maybe get some kind of counselling or some kind of help.

there are ppl that love you.
:)

I agree with Kim. When I can understand what you are trying to say then I will try to help you.

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you and mizz pukkin kim

what's that supposed to mean?

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~ ok, obviously your dad loves you, otherwise he wouldn't want you to stay with him. I seriously doubt that he is keeping you with him just to hurt you or your mom. Just remember that you are not the only person to think about in this situation. Your dad has a heart too, and you should remember that going from what you're use to, to actually having some rules, is going to take some getting use to. You are hurting your father more than you think by making such a big deal about living with him. Have a heart, and be a little bit nicer to him. If your dad has full custody, than there must be a reason they're keeping you away from your mom right??? good luck & God bless