Jenna
18 years ago
ok, i used to be very suicidal, and i've pasted that stage. i've been threw so much in my "short" but "long" life. my parents were divorced when i was 3, and i've grown up w/ a older brother who has Down Syndrome and he needs special attention witch leaves me out. i was abused by one of my ex's, and raped by someone i knew. my old neighborhood had drugs everywhere, until my mom got a new b/f who got us to move. i've lost many of my family members, mainly from old age. my b/f @ the time died of a brain dieses @ 13, and my cousin, was killed in a car accident @ 17. and my best friend was killed in a car accident @ 18, july 15th of this year. i'm not trying to say my life is worse then everyone elses, but, im just so tired of everyone whining about how how a b/f broke there hearts and that there life's are so terrible. and they just wanna die, life i guess is just so much more then love, its to be yOu and not have to worry about being someone your not...i dont know if this thread even makes any since but, idk, i guess im just frustrated w/ all the judgement on some of these threads. im just gonna ask, for you OPINION, what do you think about all of the judgement on some of these threads? most of the topics are turned into lil bickering matches for people, the real topic isn't even in thought. idk am i just blowing this out of porportion or what? please let me know what you think. |
Nancy
18 years ago
Crying Angel, |