crying it out

For a while I thought this section of the forum served no point.. it was the normal teenage drama.. that teenagers exaggerate.. and take to the extreme.. but now I see it's purpose.. to just vent.. to know theres a world out there to relate or sympathize..even more empathize... right now.. i just feel like its not worth it... i can't say i hate life anymore because for some reason i feel like its disrespect to my mother... and to god.. or a greater unknown but ill call him god... but i hate myself.. which is bad...and I know how horrible that is.. to say... to be true..I pretend to be confident and happy... but I guess I'm a great pretender...im like a needy thing.. that ive grown to hate.. i need to be loved and feel loved.. especially now when i feel like the people that "love" me love me as obligation..and it kills me.. it honestly kills me... but sometimes crying isn't enough.. and I'm trying to live smart.. but crying it out just isn't enough

Wanting to be loved isn't needy - it's normal

^^very true.

//T.L.//

^^ I agree with Angelina.

You need to be happy with who you are, regardless of your flaws. Nobody is perfect. Everyone has flaws, but that's what makes us unique. Everyone feels a need to be loved. It's normal for you to feel the way you do. I felt the same exact way 2 years ago.