i dont no what to do no more

ive been violated.. made unclean and dont no what to do dont no who to turn to.. i want to feel loved and worth something but i cant i cant stand to be touched i just dont no anything anymore i wish he had killed me da day he raped me! it would ave been better den dis! i just want someone to tell me im ok its gunna be ok

Hey babe...Okay, I can relate to this, I completely and totally understand where you are coming from. You're not ever going to forget and yes it's going to be hard..but with time you will see it gets easier there comes a time in everyone's life when they have to stop letting the past haunt them and realize it's over all you have left are scars and they cant hurt you nearly as bad as memories can..You ARE okay..and it IS going to be okay. if you want to talk to anyone you can talk to me..all my sn's and such are on my profile...-hugs- keep your head up sweets!

fankyooh for understanding me but atm i just cnt face anything i no eventually i will stop hurting but i cant see it happening at the present time i went back to where it happend today and just broke down i managed to hug my mate whos a boy which im happy i done thankyou x

Aww well that is good that you hugged him..you'll start to feel better soon...it will take some time but it will happen...and you're welcome. =D