how can u accept if one of your very special in your heart is pa

this is not so easy i felt my heart is too heavy to accept and its too painful

Kay, what? Explain more lol. The thing got cut off, and you didn't explain it in your post. -Is confused.-

I've read it a few times and tried to guess what it could be...passing away?

im sorry for that coz that time i am really bothered, will anyways,,,PAST AWAY ... that is the word

So i still don't get it.

"How can you accept it if someone very special to you is passed away?"

Is that kind of the just of it?