An attempt of suicide

No no, I am sure that you know how to spell it, but if you are going to be ratting on other people that they are stupid, it would make more sense to spell the word right. Just a thought. I can see that, I am very aware how it is to be in this situation, and I am also very aware about what it feels like to see someone else going through it. And I know it is not worth it, I didn't say it was. But if she was as close to the egde as she was claiming to be, saving the harsh words until she lets off the blade a little might help more than saying them now. Harsh criticism is great, it helped me, but it did not help me when I was like how she is, it helped me coming out of it as I was falling back into it.

Who are you to say to people to "use those little brains" ? Clearly, by saying that, you are also not one that is thinking very rationally right now.

-Jenna.

Yeah it can help you do two things, go through with it, or pull out of it. But let us weigh out which one often comes in first. Going through with it. So, you and maybe a few others pulled out of it with the harsh criticism, but not everyone is the same, and I know many that have went through with it because of words like what have been said throughout this forum.

No, I didn't miss the entire point of it. I just find your point of it rather ridiculous. Why are you not thinking rationally? You cannot see that for yourself? Look at some of the things you have said. Telling not only the original poster, but aswell as others, to "use their little brains." Note to you: not everyone has a small brain.

We all think for ourselves and that's how it will always go. And I didn't only rag on you and the others for being harsh, I told the original poster a bit of advice as well. Yeah, I am speaking from experience as well, I have to deal with all sorts of people everyday, and I have learned plenty from it. Go ahead and say whatever you want. I don't care. I was just simply advising you to think a little bit more before you say something and not to be so rude to people who want help, not criticism.

-Jenna.

Yeah, because they want some help to have them stop. And it is a way lower number than 99%. I have many friends from all over that have posted topics like this and they actually did do it.

Yeah, well then maybe to save the problem next time, don't say everyone has a small brain when they don't?

Yeah, I know the difference, and as what is often said, "the truth hurts." And that does not mean that anyone has got to put it the way that they have been. There are ways of going about it so it doesn't harm the person more. You, have also got a lot to learn.

-Jenna.

Hello it's me again... and yes I am still alive if you hadn't guessed :P. ... its strange to read so many opinions yet very few have cared about my reasons, are they ignored because of blood being involved or is there no thaught over such things anymore, I don't know.

***well if anyone care's my reasons were stress... pressure to succeed high grades in school are high for me, pressure from my family and myself, I want to achieve my best but it is just so hard, I don't want to become some person who stacks shelves I want a healthy rich happy successful life. But why is that so hard. At the moment I am in year 10, and now's the time were I have to choose the correct courses, I'm still not sure what to do, I am thinking of becoming a psychiatrist, ha so much irony for oneself, well I think I'll fit in seeing as they have a high suicidal rate... but to do that I have to choose classes which I am almost certain I won't pass.
And on that night were I got the knife out, well I had been fighting with my brother and my father, my dad always sticks up for him even when he's in the wrong! We had been screaming, he came in and yelled at me to not talk to my brother like that I screamed back, well dont talk and treat me like trash then... he hit me across my back only leaving a red mark, that stung. I had been upset befor that because my brothers had been purposly annoyin' me, they get pleasure out of it! I grabbed the knife sat in my bedroom and looked at it...
I would have been cryin' for half an hour straight until I stopped, thats when I decided to start thinkin'.
I began to think of how much happier they would be and how much more money my family would have and that my friends would have been goin their seperate ways anytime soon anyways... I started to write notes to the people I loved and when it came time to use the knife I couldn't do it, I could only make it scrape across my skin leavin red-rash like marks... I just couldnt cut through my arm...
I had snapped because of my father, and my mind wanted me to die... but I couldn't, I just wasn't able to.

PLUS people can call me what ever they want, it's not as if I havn't faced names before... but thankyou to those who have stuck up for me *hugs* (Jenna, thanku).

Be sure to know that I am not seeking attention it's just that you are not seeing the true reason behind my question and it's motives... you can keep searching but you won't find it.

EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE WRITTEN IS 100% TRUE

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It's unfortunate you have to go through such stress...Try not to put so much pressure on yourself because you also need to give yourself space/time to enjoy your life. Glad you're still here, hope all is well...Best of luck!