omg im really confused about this guy i really like...help

well we started talking about six months ago and he and i really started to like each other...we were never b/f g/f, but were close to it. then over the summer we kinda drifted apart and didn't talk much. well today i seriously was thinking about suicide b/c my life is going really crappy and stuff and i was seriously thinking about it and this guy was the ONLY one i ever told about my suicide thoughts and then tonight he instant messaged me *for the first time in two months, his comp. was broked and now its magically fixed* and said "joy don't do it" and when we started talking he said that he was sorry for everything he put me through and that suicide is not the answer and that he still cares a lot about me and when i asked him how he knew i was really thinking about it he said that he just had a "connection" with me and felt my thoughts or something like that....what do you guys think? this has happened b4 with him...like four months ago his computer was broked again and we hadn't talked for like two weeks and i didn't know when he was gonna get it fixed and then i had this feeling while i was cleaning my room and i went over to my computer and right when i got there he IMed me....ok i know iv written a lot....sry...just what do you all think?