Awful contest, don't read this! Trust me you'll regret it! #2

Hey, I have decieded that I am holding a contest,

For the best poem!
The catargories allowed are dark, explicit, friendship, funny and possibly life!

1st prize gets any 10 poems of there choice done!
2nd prize gets any 5 poems of their choice done!
3rd prize gets any 3 poems of their choice done!

Every-one who enters gets atleast one of their poems done! You can submit a maxium of 3 poems per person!

Faith, Heart and Love.
by Tara-Kay

I'm all alone on this sandy beach,
waiting for a love that I can't reach,
My heart is searching across the skies,
But my faith is weakening as it dies.

I'm thinking about walking away,
Then again, I should really stay,
Love may come if I stay a little longer,
And my faith may grow slightly stronger.

What's the use in me leaving,
I should just start believing,
I'll never know whats inside my heart,
If my faith leaves me falling apart.

It's all going to work out just right,
If I stay here all through the night,
The angels are watching me from up above,
Giving me my faith, my heart and my love.

© Tara-Kay Randall 9th Sep 06

Words of a true poet
by Tara-Kay

The love in the world is there for a reason.
We love one another to be loved by one,
Love doesn't die when hatred has begun,
I love the person I am for I am unique,
Love is shown in the words we may speak.

The Hope in the world is there for a reason,
We hope our dreams may in time come true,
Hope is what keeps me from feeling so blue,
I Hope you believe that you are pretty strong,
Hope is the reason we sometimes do wrong.

The friendship in the world is there for a reason,
Our friends are there when things get tough,
Friends are there when the water seems rough,
My Friends are like angels watching over me,
Friends love us for whoever me might be.

We are in the world for a special reason,
It is us that needs Love, Hope and Friendship,
These things help us on this tight rocky trip.
What I say makes sense and you know it,
I will always speak the words of a true poet.

© Tara-Kay Randall 23rd September 2006

My guardian angel, my dear friend
by Tara-Kay

Dear My Guardian Angel, My Dear Friend,
What happened to being there until the very end?
You said it didn't matter if I was bad to you,
You'd still love me for the good things I do.

You said you'd never walk by when I cried,
Why should that change just because I lied?
I promised to be honest, forever and always,
But I haven't for these few important days.

I'm not asking for forgiveness for being so cruel,
We'd stay friends forever, that's our golden rule.
So don't just leave me on your doorstep in tears,
We have been good friends for so many years.

We made a thousands promises, One's I intend to keep,
So open up your heart once again, listen to me speak.
Sometimes I lie but only because the truth isnt good,
You say you'd be here forever, if only you would.

I promise that I'll be honest forever, I won't ever lie,
I'll keep this promise forever right until I shall die,
And I'm not asking for forgiveness for being so cruel,
I'm asking for forgiveness 'cause I broke our golden rule.

Let's go back to our ways, put this sadness behind,
With your friendship near, I have a peaceful mind,
The heavens will open and our hearts will now mend,
Here's all the love from your very special Friend.

© Tara-Kay Randall 23rd September 2006

Oh, I love these contests! It is a wonderful idea! Have fun..I hope you like these!
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The Bells Chime

Rusting bells chime in a towered distance,
Sounding quietly against the night's resistance,
Picking up sounds you will beg to escape;
Screams to be heard is a prisoner of rape.

Eight- thousand stars cry out to help the victim.
Around the stars night grows cold; ice storm falls numb
Trying to speak of a treacherous tale.
Knowing it can't speak, the wind begins to wail.

Bells shudder and chime, cracking under the screams,
Reaching out to save the withered, lost dreams.

Snow falls loudly; for the victim needed to hush;
The night turns away in utter disgust.
The snow dashing over icing, streaming tears,
The man of a thousand words creates our fears.

As ringing bells chime in a towered distance,
Breaking the creeping silence for an instant.

With a shuttering cry the night gives away,
To whisper of the tragic tales to the day.
The day then lurches out, crying in dismay,
About the withered lies; bloodied they lay.

As the man takes a soul that is only half there,
Silence over takes the tolling bells that stare.
Of this terrible dream that does not protest,
Those who do not dream certainly are blessed.

The Champagne Bottle

A rose on the table.
To witness the betrayal,
Of two lovers crossed
As the night was lost.

Beginning my tale
Is a love that failed.
A tale so wrong,
The insanity did prolong.

A bottle of champagne,
Lain where it's lain,
Holds on tight
To a secret that night.

Look closely to see
What this champagne comes to be.
No longer champagne,
But a new secret ingrained.

Tampered with and stolen,
Is this secret so golden.
The champagne on the table,
Tells of his betrayal.

Poison on the glass, trickling down -
As her death was sadly found.
'You deserve much better than me,
Baby, don't you see?'

Eyes closed against the pain;
The lies in that bottle of champagne.
'You deserve better than this place,
Your beauty is too much to waste.'

'My secret is finally out;
There is no final doubt,
Too perfect is true
That's why I killed you.'

A rose on this table.
To witness the betrayal
Of two lovers crossed,
As the night was lost.

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Understanding: In case you didn't understand ((for it had the hidden meaning)) that the man thought his lover was too perfect for the world, that she deserved much better; to not live in this world. So, he killed her, so she could 'have better'. When he spoke of her beauty, he was saying her beauty was like an angel and that's what she deserved to be.

Children Abuse {CinqTroisDecaLa Rhyme}

Silent songs of horror display through freezing children's veins,
Many darkened pitied nights among the saddened days remain,
Telling the stories of a child's lost, broken, battered soul,
Whispering as the child fails because of the darkened cold.
Listen closely to this child's scared cries out among the earth,
They struggle to be heard through other cries in the universe,
Realizing their lost hopes and single chance at life was a curse,
Beckoning as the tragedy creeps closer, creating pain,
Settling with the thoughts that won't stop - they are sunk in too low,
The battered children never found, on that night, what they were worth.

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The CinqTroisDecaLa Rhyme, a form created by Laura Lamarca, consists of one 10-lined stanza.
The rhyme scheme for this form is AABBCCCABC and a syllable count of each line is 15.

ok, yay another one,

My Immortal Life

This is my blessing, but also my curse.
just when something gets good, something else gets worse. I asked for this, now i want it not. now I'll always be here, while everyone else will rot.

This is my immortal life, a life that i chose. the door to my life, will now never close. i thought i would want it, thought it would be great. but it's not really awesome, it's not a good fate.

This is my immortal life, now i wish it would stop. I'll always be here, but m loved ones will drop. I'll end up alone, I'll end up with no one. then who is gaining from this? who won?

This is my immortal life and it is forever. no pain, no injury, no danger, never. i thought it would be power, thought it would be fame, but nothing has changed, yet nothing's the same.

This is my immortal life, and even though i feel nothing. something's inside me, and inside me it's growing. and hard as i pray, the pain won't go away. but there isn't a way, for the pain decides to stay.

October Rain

You don't know how you make me feel, standing here next to you. Knowing that I love you, and hoping you love me too. The dark purple sky, with clouds all around. As the soft rain falls on us, and we listen to it's sound.

I wish it would never end, this beautiful October rain, because when I'm with you, I can feel no pain. As we lay on the ground, staring up at a star. I think of all the good times, and how we've come so far.

Had I only just known, it would be our last night. If someone would have told me it would be your last sight. I never would have let you go, as we walked around, and listened to the wind blow.

However now i'm alone, you're simply a memory. forgotten by all, all of course except me. I kept you in my heart, but it just caused me pain. As I tried to hold on, I started going insane.

I want to be with you, want to see you anew. so i found out a way, to be with you real soon. and as i pick up this gun, and hold it up to my brain. i'll never forget, that this is my last October Rain.

this was one of my first ever.

Truth

This world is dead, there is no hope
not one survived not even the pope
the world has been destroyed, the light has faded. what happened to everything God had created?

all this around me can't be true
what happened to everything i ever knew? all these things must be real
it caused wounds that will never heal. we were all paralyzed by our fears, and now we are all drowning in our own tears.

our friends are all rotten, our family dead. we pray to our God, to heaven their led. our life comes down and crashes, all that remains are ashes. every thing's burnt, destroyed, blown up. in the remains of the church lies the bishop.

no love remains, there's only hate.
perhaps in fact, this was our fate.
and after this you'd think they'd stop. the water that's left are just tear drops.

enough blood has shed, please stop this now. go on shake hands, in fact just bow. throw guns away, destroy them all. keep on fighting and you'll all fall.

But go ahead and lay more to rest, at least you'll say you did your best. perhaps there still might be a chance, to rebuild this planet, destroy the trance. but the minute another gun is fired, our hope is gone, our chance backfired.

Lay Me Down (Explicit)
By: Amanda Bee

Lay me down, spread me out
Throw my clothes hastily about
Quick, quick fingers through my hair
Slowly touching me everywhere

Caress my belly, my silken thighs
Entice me with your seductive eyes
Quick, quick deepening the kiss
Slowly drowning me in carnal bliss

Run your tongue down my smooth skin
Now allow me to take you in
Quick, quick inhaling breaths
Slowly reaching my sacred depths

Move in the rhythm of the ancient dance
Swirling our hips in sensual romance
Quick, quick now here I come
Slowly feeling my toes go numb

Lay me down, upon your chest
Core to core, let our bodies rest
Quick, quick our hearts beat in unity
Slowly creating one passionate melody

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Graham Cracker Kisses (Funny)
By: Amanda Bee

Here you come from across the room,
still a little unsteady on your feet.
Clutching your pacifier in one hand while
holding your bottle between two tiny teeth.

You've got your eyes on the prize;
Your radar's led you to my graham crackers.
Now there's no where for me to hide.
Here comes my little cookie snatcher.

You've anticipated my next move,
as I quickly hide them behind my back.
You simply quiver your lower lip,
knowing I'm defenseless against such an attack.

So I go ahead and hand them over,
(hey, I didn't really want them anyway!).
Then you allow me to cover your face with kisses,
(well, it's the least that you could pay).

With cookie crumbs on your chubby cheeks,
with cookie crumbs in your chubby fists,
you crawl up into my lap and
give me the sweetest graham cracker kiss!

Once again you've played unfairly,
all in order to get your way.
Once again I've let you win
the same way I do everyday.

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Our Playground (Life)
By: Amanda Bee

It started off as a simple place
You know, just a playground across the street
Where we’d jump and skate and race
Greeting the neighbors that we’d meet

Feeling the grass between our toes
And the wind blowing through our hair
Press a flower to your nose
Living life without a care

And on the swings we’d go so high
Swearing one day we’d flip over that rail
Feeling as if we could truly fly
Through the air we’d glide and sail

Oh, how many times did we skin a knee?
Or burn ourselves on that hot slide?
And the games we’d play, you and me
Like the one where you’d seek and I’d go hide

Around and around on the tire swing
Intoxicated by the swirls
Giggling and joking about everything
Running from the boys as they chased the girls

Splashing through the waterfall
From the sprinkler on a summer’s day
And we’d always make the biggest snowballs
Whenever winter came our way

On those lovely days in spring
Picking flowers with a friend
And what fun autumn would bring
Piling up the leaves, then diving in

On a bench under a tree
While joggers dash around the track
Submerged in tranquility
No threats, no worries, no looking back

Guys playing basketball over here
Girls playing hopscotch over there
The ice cream truck is always near
Cheer and laughter fill the air

Take me back to that special place
Where happiness is the only rule
Where the sun shines upon your face
Where the world is never cruel

We’ll step barefoot in the sand
And feel the wonder all around
Together we’ll proceed, hand in hand
Let’s go back to our playground

yay another one!! I love these contests!!

okay here's some more of my work! =]

The Emptiness of Things (sad)

As I sit here in my room
I dread what tomorrow brings
I wonder how you could be so glad
Of all the emptiness of things

My heart is slowly breaking
Splitting into two halves
One side filled with tears and hate
The other with smiles and laughs

Crying onto this pillow
That has now become my home
Wondering if you're feeling this way
I wonder if you are alone

The emptiness of things
Brings tears upon my cheeks
I always thought that I was strong
Until you showed me I was weak

I'm lying crumpled, on my bed
Just wishing for some relief
Hoping that one day, I'll see
This is going against my beliefs

Cutting slightly down my wrist
Just enough to make it bleed
I sit here staring, at the gash
The anger that I have to feed

One more cut is all I can take
Just one more chance at this
I hope it was worth it now
For that one foresaken kiss.

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Dead Of A Heartbreak / How Can You Still Call Me Beautiful (sad love)

With yesterday’s make-up
Smeared across her face
She shies away
From his loving embrace

“What’s wrong?” he asks
“Nothing, why?” she replies
“I just want to know why
Your make-up’s smeared under your eyes.”

“Oh, it’s nothing, don’t worry.
I’ll be alright.”
“No really, what’s wrong?”
What happened last night?”

She tries hard not to break down
Right in front of him
Her soul is shattered again
She tries to push the pain within

“You know I care, please tell me.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.”
“No you’re not, you’re not okay
You’re feeding me a line.”

“If I were to talk to you
Would you really care?
After it’s all done,
Would you still be standing there?”

“Oh, honey! You know I do.
Why wouldn’t I be?
When ever have I not been?
It’s alright, you can tell me.”

“I love this boy, but he doesn’t care…”
“Are you sure about that?”
“I’m pretty sure; he never did.”
“Now, why would you say that?”

“Well, he lives too far away
He used to live near me
And we rarely talk anymore
It’s hard to deal with really.”

“Who was this boys?
Where has he gone?”
“No, I can’t tell you
My feelings are wrong.

He has robbed me of my beauty
Stole it from within
When I stopped seeing this boy
He took it away with him.”

“You know, I think you’re lying
Because you know I can tell
That looking through your eyes
You can see you’ve gone through hell.

You’ve been robbed of something, yes
But not what you speak of
Your beauty and grace are still there
So is your kindness and love.”

“How can you still call me beautiful
While I’m standing here a mess
My face looks so horrible
Plus, this torn and tattered dress?”

“Baby, you shine from within
Your beauty glows and shows
I can see past the make-up
To see the real eyes, lips, and nose.”

“You’re just saying that because you have to
Because you’re just trying to be nice
But this is too much to deal with
I can’t let this happen twice.”

“Sweetie stop…I love you dearly
You know this much is true.
I have always been there for you
And I really truly do.”

As she stood there stunned
Her knees began to shake
As she fell down to the floor
Her whole body began to quake

As he bent to pick her up
He noticed something wrong
Her eyes were staring upwards
Her gaze fixed just too long

He held his dying baby
As she slowly slipped away
“I love you and want to marry you…
I was going to propose Valentine’s Day.”

Through her last moments of life
She tried to tell him, with pain
That he was the boy she loved so dearly
But her efforts were in vain

Her body limping, without a soul
For as she slipped out of life
Her one last dream that couldn’t come true
Was just to be his wife

As her love held her body
That had once been so full
He whispered softly in her ear
“How could I not call you beautiful?”

After her funeral the very next day
The boy broke down and cried
She was his everything in his life
He didn’t want her to die

So as the boy walked home
A dove flew over his head
As he watched it silently
He remembered what she said

And as the boy looked down
To walk to his home
He thought he felt something funny
It’s origin, unknown

Then he saw it shining
Lying on the ground
Her favorite golden necklace
That he just had found

He wondered how it got there
But somehow, it led him home
Then he finally realized
That she had already known

She knew he loved her dearly
Of course she knew that was true
But he never even told her
“Baby, I really love you.”

As he sat upon his couch
The boy felt such an ache
His friends found him the next day
Dead of a heartbreak.

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there, i'll only do two because the last one is really long! sorry! lol

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Wings of a vampire
by Silhouette, of something unimaginable

The cold dark shadow
floats across the ground
a flicker, then gone.
high above
something no one knows
foreign to all,
his silent flight
sends him traveling
to any home he may find,
a maiden awaiting,
inviting him in
only to shriek in fear
as he pierces their skin
sending chills up the spine
he flees the awakening,
and the mortals hurry,
but to slowly,
for he is gone
now only a shadow,
a dream,
only moon light touching
the wings of a vampire

Moon shadows
by Silhouette, of something unimaginable

A whisper from above
creeping slowly,
silently,
in a dark shadow

roaming, in wonder,
the land never traveled
he finds a maiden
drains her and continues

silent in the night
he walks,
with no destination
never in the same place

traveling through darkness
with the moon as his sun
no dame is safe
not while he travels

to many he is a man
but to all he is a murderer
never awake at day
only at night

traveling in the shadows
created by our moon
haunting, hunting,
no one sleeps in the moon shadows

Her last words
by Silhouette, of something unimaginable

He lifts his eyes
as she runs to him
she is crying
but why he isn't sure
the he sees another person
chasing her, why?
she reaches him
holding her, she begs him to save her
"just wait, he won't hurt you"
"oh but he will," she cries
"the one you should run from is me"
opening his mouth
revealing his fangs
she gives out a scream
"oh please someone help me!"
it rings through the forest
for those are truly
her last words

Chaotic
by Natalie ღ

Hushed secrets cached beneath septic skin,
Anemic bones tormented from pain within,
Enhanced nerves tremble blood streams,
Tarnished tears gush upon open wounds,
Chaotic mindset awoke believable dreams.

Isolated visions engulfed muzzled thoughts,
Taped skeletal frames escaped triple knots,
Languished emotions controlled innocence,
Injected fears revealed unknown past scars,
Chaotic mindset hushed in complete silence.

Narcotic fumes consumed troubled airways,
Fainting portraits stood strong on displays,
Collapsed future stared fear into the eyes,
Regretful memories flashed beyond lights,
Chaotic mindset prayed for final goodbyes.

7th September 2006
Copyright (C) Natalie.

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Cryptic Confessions
by Natalie ღ

Tarnished salt drops cascading,
Revealing cryptic confessions,
Four unsealed walls caving in,
Expressing few mendacity sins.

Father? Is it too late for saving?

Nerves pulsing through veins,
Heartbeat rapidly increasing,
Sweat dripping from foreheads,
Daunted by what's left unsaid.

Father? I'm afraid to tell you!

Secured lips swallowing pain,
Drifting words across to ears,
Stuttering truth through teeth,
Leaking disguises underneath.

Father? I can't say any more!

Anxiety bashing in her mind,
Forgetting to stop and breathe,
Clenching fists; holding tight,
Struggling to put up a fight.

Father? It hurts me too much!

Outbursts of tears flooding,
Drowning insecurities away,
Liberating sad emotions free,
Confessing sins from insanity.

Father? Am I now forgiven?

August 24th 2006
Copyright (C) Natalie

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Time's Repeating {Monchielle}
by Natalie ღ

Time's repeating once more,
Stuck between spider webs,
Caught by few drifting tears,
Dripping down walls of shame,
Reaching out to scarred fears.

Time's repeating once more,
Screeching deafening pleas,
For unknown helping hands,
Stained from releasing pain,
Which no one understands.

Time's repeating once more,
Wounds pray for forgiveness,
Bleeding an unknown curse,
Scarring more than true skin,
Pushed backwards in reverse.

Time's repeating once more,
Breaking down in vile ways,
Screaming in old key holes,
Wanting some caring friends,
Who'll help her aching soul.

August 13th 2006
Copyright © Natalie

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The Monchielle is a poem that consists of four
five-line stanzas where the first line repeats in
each verse. Each line within the stazas consist
of six syllables, and lines three and five rhyme.
The rhyme pattern is Abcdc Aefgf Ahiji Aklml.
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~Forgiven Trust~

My secrets I confide in you,
All my trust I give.
Until something comes between us,
And breaks into pieces all we ever had.

We had built our friendship to grow to what it is,
But you had to go break it over a stupid little thing.
Everything I ever thought you were,
Changed after that day.

I forgave you for it all,
Thought it was a waste of time to fight.
But still to this day,
Everything still doesn’t seem right.

I ignore it over and over again,
And I probably will forever.
Because even though u broke the trust,
In my eyes you are the best friend ever.

For My Friend who i will love and cherish forever no matter what! x x x

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~Perfect~

Sitting in my bed
Listening to my heart
Racing through all things wrong in my life
Never do I think of the good things I have
And how grateful I should be
Only how I could be better
It hurts me, cuts me so deep
Why can’t I have a perfect life like everyone else?
As the tears begin to stream
I am happy all day and put on a brave face
But as I step into my room
A different person comes out
Why am I like this?
I have the best friends that help me
And a boy that cares
So shouldn’t I be happy?
Slowing as my feelings fade away
Ignoring my family
As my emotions and feelings sink
I drift of to sleep
Back into my dream land
Where I want to stay forever.

Haunted Carnivals
by ♥ .J.є.ѕ.ѕ.у. ♥

Black ominously closing in on the joyous sun
Wheels slowly spin and creek in the silent wind
The ghostly nights haunting has unfortunately begun
Joy and happiness, against a wall is forcefully pinned..

Lurking grimly in the shadows, gleefully they emerge
Cans and papers skidding across the graveyard of pleasure
Eerie noises, wicked spirits, slowly the area they submerge
Sinister figures wander the carnival grounds at their leisure..

Prowling the area, searching for bodies of their own
Popcorn machines and rides they leave their marks upon
Slowly the sun rises again, hunting they have to postpone
Pure evil yet also good, the haunted carnival lives on..

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Bleeding Tears [Villonet]
by ♥ .J.є.ѕ.ѕ.у. ♥

Tears slowly falling down her pale cheeks
Uncaringly blotching the once perfect face
Uncontrollable sobs clearly heard from afar
Its as if all the pain she has felt suddenly leaks..

Staring into the hearts of the stars, she speaks
Softly praying for a dear one, praying for love
Desperately trying to suppress her deep sobs
Tears slowly falling down her pale cheeks..

Since the death, it has only been two weeks
Closing painfully sore eyes, licking dry lips
Running a finger across his engraved name
Its as if all the pain she has felt suddenly leaks..

Tears slowly falling down her pale cheeks
Alone she sits in a cemetery painfully weeping
Its as if all the pain she has felt suddenly leaks..
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Villonet:

A hybrid of the Villanelle and the Sonnet. It has the Iambic Pentameter of both,
but holds the four-stanza/line structure of the sonnet, while utilizing the two-line rhyme nature
of the villanelle. The final stanza replaces the sonnet couplet with a typical villanelle tercet.

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Black Leather
by ♥ .J.є.ѕ.ѕ.у. ♥

Slowly moving onto the dance floor
Black leather clings to every curve
Men drooling, longing to explore
Shapely hips shake with each swerve..

Playfully teasing with blonde silky hair
Arousing senses with well-rounded breasts
Causing all their eyes to excitedly stare
Upon her body, they lustily want to rest..

Pouting lips shine invitingly in the light
Now the men are really counting on luck
Sexily moving closer, much to their delight
Another womans lips she passionately sucks..

Silent Death: [dark poem]

Poison vial in my hands....
Thoughts flowed through my mind...
I thought...
This is my time...
I can't take it this life anymore...
Why did everyone turn against me..
Why did everyone that i love hates me now....
Now i will leave...
From this world...
This lifetime....
Screw love...
Who ever loved me.....
NONE!!
Who ever caught me....
NONE!!!
I uncorked the vial.....
and took a final look around me...
Now let me leave from this place....
And drank every single drop of poison....
I grow weak....
I can't breathe....
I know that I'll be leaving soon..
I lie on the floor..
Waiting..
Waiting for my life to pass me by...
My final thoughts are....
You were my friends, boyfriend and family..
why did you betray me.....
now my life is gone and i am falling to the depths of hell....
It was my Silent Death.....

Why....[explicit poem]

Why did this happen to me...
why...
did i deserve such a fate....
i am more than broken than ever..
more like shattered.....
it happened when i was just walking home from school....
why couldn't i just catch a ride with my friends......
why did he take me......
in his car...
i couldn't do anything....
was he drunk......
did he plan to do this....
did he know me....
i couldn't do anything....
with a gun to my head......couldn't you just just end my life instead use me for your own pleasure..
even though i begged you to stop you just smirked and smacked me...
and continued......
when i was down to nothing all you said to me was "are you ready" seductively...
it hurt so much....
i wish i could of fought...
he got me tied up..
i wish that i could of screamed...
he gaged me...
no longer a little girl but now a woman...
as he was finished......
he took his gun....
all i thought was just end my life.....
and pulled the trigger...
and my final thought was...
hell here i come...

Final Words of Hate [dark poem]

Lies...
Betrayal...
Why did you did this to me...
I thought that i was your friend.....
Oh..yeah sure.......I'm all the things you said......
Oh yeah....that hurt me so much...
Why don't don't you just shut up and look in the God forsaken mirror...
Realize everything that we talked about..
Go ahead and cut...
and you know what..
go ahead and kill me..
I'll even save up for your plane ticket..
Just please make look like suicide..
I trusted you....
Why should i trust anyone anymore...
And maybe i should kill myself just like you said..
You wouldn't care...
No one would...
I'm just everything what you said...
I used to care about you...
Well now that it went down the drain...
Who are you..
And why are you even talking to me....
Go away...
But if your going to apologize...
you better try your freakin ass off
and i might think about it..
These are my final words..

With love from a friend that cares
by Ally (Friendship)

To Dear Simon,

You muck up in class,
And don't do the work,
You break all the rules,
And act like a jerk.

Your proud of detentions,
You pretend not to care.
Is it a plea for attention?
Do you do it for a dare?

You've had a messed up life
With your Dad leaving before
But can't you try,
Try and be something more?

Believe it or not,
There is more to life,
Than smoking or drinking
and getting into strife.

There are more important things
Than human opinions.
You don't need acceptance
From the cool or their minions

Real friends like me
Are always here for you
To share the good times
And to hold you when you're blue.

I can't do much more,
Than love you and listen.
But I do want to help,
If you care for my opinion.

I want you to be happy,
not broken inside.
I want you to have a life,
as lovely as mine.

My secret is God,
And his love for me.
I'm not forcing this on you
but can't you see,?

I just want to help,
You could be so great
Don't live a life
That you'll forever hate.

With Love, from a friend that cares.
_________________________________________

Crying from the Eyes and Bleeding From the Heart
by Ally (Friendship)

***I've only just written this but it happened about a year ago i was "friends" with this girls who just made me feel so worthless and pathetic and I've tried to write about it before but it hasn't worked, so id really like to know what you guys think of this it would mean a lot to me , thanks***

Hey I know it's impossible,
but I tried for perfection
cause I wanted acceptance
and you gave rejection.

I didn't hate you - I wanted to love you
and when each day did dawn - grass soaked with dew
once again I'd fake that smile
just so i could be, good enough for you.

Some call it pathetic,
Some say it's lame,
but day after day
i'll continue on in this childish game

I'll beg for you love,
and with the most forced of smiles - ill try all day long.
Till alone in my room, ill turn up the radio and cry until dawn
then one day ill realise I'll realize I got it all wrong.

I needn't have endured the put-downs and the pain
I didn't need to feel so worthless or meek
I didn't need to play your stupid little game
and let you walk all over me.

Cause I can never be all that you wanted of me!
I can't change the way I am - I can't be perfect!
The truth is your no better than me!
and a true friend would love me, JUST AS I AM

_________________________________________

Little Girl
by Ally (Life)

Little girl
with bright blue eyes,
friends all around
she's full of laughs and smiles.
lives her life to the full,
treasures every happy moment
and she keeps those faded moments,
forever in her heart.
she's willing to try anything,
always so eager to please.

Though deeper down inside,
she's lost in this world,
doesn't know where shes going
and doesn't know what to do.
she loves God and trusts him,
but feels she always lets him down.
wants to be so perfect,
but cannot please them all.
her life's a web of confusion,
shes lost without a map.

She blunders on through,
trying her best to help and improve
life for all those around her
and wanting so much ,
to stop her friends pain,
cause a tear from her friend
hurts her almost as much,
as if she'd cried it herself.
she also feels so useless,
when she cannot stop their pain.

Mostly shes happy,
sometimes shes scared,
sometimes feels lonely,
and the bad days are there.
When she just sits and cries.
Mascara runs down her face
and she feels so pathetic,
cause she knows shes ok
its not the end of the world
life could be so much worse.

She's so sick of boys
and so sick of love,
so sick of confusion
and sick of emotion.
she spills out her heart
with a paper and pen.
Her dreams and aspirations,
her tears and her joy.
From her loves to her pains
there all written down in verse.

Can I just say that all the poems so far are very good, and I hope they're many more, but the deadline for all these poems is Friday (midnight!)

~A queen~ (dark)
Torn and tattered
She lays on the grown,
Her tears role down
She lost her crown.
By now she is alone,
Her kingdom destroyed
Not a living thing survived
In this blood shed war.

No laughter of children
No hounding of dogs,
No wives to come home too,
No husbands to love.

Cut so deep
She stares at the sky
She whispers to the heavens
"Just please let me die".
Her chest rises up
One last time
A queen who was
Meant to be,
Has just taken her leave.
____________________________
~Willy and the Wind~ (funny)
Willy whimpers when winter white's winds wrath whined. Willy wonders when welcome warmth will whisk in.

Just so every-one knows, the deadline for these poems is Friday!

i thought I would submit one more...i really like this one!!

Here's To My Ending On Loving You
[Lyrics...I think]

Here's to the tears you knew I'd cry
Here's to the heartless said goodbye
Here's to the heart you knew you'd break
Here's to the love I knew you faked

There was a time when I knew that it just wouldn't last
There were times when I knew that this would pass
There were the moments when I knew that we were through
Here's to my ending on loving you

Here's to lies I knew you told
Here's to the time that just got old
Here's to memories, watch them burn
Here's to the lessons I'd thought you'd learn

There was a time that I thought that you cared
There was I time I thought you'd always be there
There were times when I thought that this could be
But now all the burden's been shoved off of me

Here's to the nights that I sat up and cried
Here's to the reasons that I asked you why
Here's the life you thought you'd break
Here's to the memories that are just too fake

There was a time that I loved you yet
There was a time I was willing to forget
There was a time that I'd fight just for you
But not after all the crap that you put me through

Here's to boy that made me strong
Betcha didn't see that all along
Here's the life you'd hoped to kill
Here's to the wish you couldn't fufill

Here's to me, just look at me now
Betcha can't believe it, just say wow
Hard to see me still standing tall
Hope that it was worth all in all

¤Ciao¤

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Shadows tracing trees of bloody leaves
Engulfing the Bright moon in brilliant red
Dripping gold from bags of thieves
Watching as bound young witnesses bled
To the night goddess their cry decieves
Who still lives and who will be dead
Oracles crumbled, shimmered and shattered
Pieces of evidence soaring and scattered

Past massacres and abandoned dread
Past serene castles where flowers bloomed
But traces of vain courting still shred
Any other joyful emotion that loomed
To darkness it's blissful smile is fed
It's old memories and future consumed
Till nothing but seeds hid in the ground
Afraid of thirsty demons coming around

Here lies photos revealing inner pain
Gathered from walks near and afar
Every glimmer of hope has been slain
Destroyed by the Idea of who we are
Cast into fire of this forbidding ordain
Burning tints of emotions raw
Mercy shows no pity on these days
Tangled together in decaying dismay

when is this over?!

like i dunno? i will let it run on into next week! so next friday!

hmm.. yes, i will make an exception if if you can class it as sad as well!

Can people please put titles!

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