clevername
18 years ago
hey everyone... I don't no if U've read any of my other posts but if You have I'm a very positive person... and try and be quit optimmistic... But I'm having alot of trouble with it lately.. In the past i went through depression involving cutting and suicidle thoughts.. I've been over it for abotu a year now.. and have been quit happy... There has still be alot going on in my household but this past skool yr it has gotten alot worse... My sister has been extremely verbaly abusive towards me... and i no that doesn't seem like much... But it really hurts me.. I'd state the things he says but it's just not worth it... We all no wut verbal abuse is... and we all no it's not fun... And my brother is always screaming as well at the whole family... so he's verbally abusive too... He's also physically abusive to his girlfriend... and most of the time I'm the one who has to pick up the peices between them... And I'm the one whose there to see it all... and I.D.K. I no I'm not the one being hit... But it jsut hurts...cuz i no his girlfriend is going through alot that i went through in my depression when my brother did that sort of stuff to me... I jsut want to help him and her... and Stop wut's going on with my sister... It's also making me depressed and I'm becoming worried that my past is begining to resurface... I don't want it to all start again... I'm finally happy and i jsut can't go through that pain a 2nd time.. |
Tara Kay
18 years ago
if you have bounced back from depression and have been happy for a while, then you are strong enough to face this. |
Gem
18 years ago
Is there an adult you can speak to? |