this is crazy!!! plz help!!

well mii previous problem was sloved with a serious talk with the boy i loved...i didnt kno he loved me the way he did, come to find out he felt the same as i did, he loved me, and i never took the chance because i never thought i had one!!! but i found out he loved me and i was his world then went out and did somethin really bad that could have taken his life, and i havent heard from him since!!!!!! i reallly love him with all my world!!!!!! omg!! and all im doin is cryin!!!