Overcoming Depression

Okay, so I used to be a "cutter" and very suicidal.. I mean, you name it, I've probably tried it.. And more than once too. But the point is, that I have made a decision...

My decision is to make the best out of my life, because I know I'm not going anywhere, and I don't want to either. I mean, yeah, things aren't going my way right now, but trying to escape it won't help anything... It'll just hurt all those who care about me.

So, how did I come to this decision? I have no idea, really... I mean, things have been overwhelming lately, and I've just decided I'm going to be a survivor. I'm going to get through this life and I'm going to live as long as I can so that I can help as many people as I can.

A few weeks ago, I read this "letter" that is just... an eye-opener.. When I read it, I was like.. Wow... Because it's so true...

http://www.dangerousbehaviour.com/Disturbing_News/Before%20You%20Kill%20Yourself.htm

That's the link to it.. And I think that anyone who is suicidal should read it, because it really hits home, if you know what I mean...

If this doesn't change your mind about suicide and you still feel like you want it to end, please send me a private message. Trust me that suicide will not solve anything.

~BJ~

see your point. but,when youre suicidal,you dont think about those things..or,may,you find a secure way to end it all..

well,this may came out wrong..

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yeah i went through the same thing.... its hard to go through depression.. while you are going through you end up putting away the people you love most.... well thats what i did. i didnt mean to hurt them but i pushed my family and friends away.... i didnt want to be around anybody. but they never gave up on me. they keep praying for me and then one i broke down and got help..... i now look back at that and ask myself why would i cut in myself or do ther things to hust myself.... im gald the hear that you are doing okay... i may not know you but i know how you feel..... well take care much love kaydee
p.s if you ever want to talk here's my email.... loveable_pink@hotmail.com

I don't want to overcome depression.

....but ofcourse I'm not suicidal.

ShhhhItsASecret©..........i read the link you said to, oh my god..i knew it would be like that but i didnt REALLY know if you know what i mean..the part about the 4 year old playing with cars doing what im gonna do in 10 years really made me think..

OMG..what world do we live in when we make another person kill themselves..??

jeeze, is anyone safe..?

october xx

October,

There are people in this world that are cruel, but there's also people that care... What is important to do is to look past the hateful people and focus on the ones that care... to show us what we can be like.. or you can look at the hateful people and vow not to be like them... Life's hard, but once it's over, it's over forever... No coming back.. (I don't believe in reincarnation)

~BJ~

i read the link, but for some reason there is no effect. no emotional jolt was sent through me... i guess that means that maybe i should be worried