twisted reality
18 years ago
Hmmm...I'd have to say that when a crush/boyfriend blows you off for someone else. Like their friend or something. I know friends are important, but doesn't your girlfriend matter to you as well? And I also get depressed when your boyfriend wants all your friends to come, when you could easily just have some alone time. Alone time with each other is good for a relationship, and friendship as well. =) xoxo |
ღ*KiM*ღ
18 years ago
¦â—→sammycakesâ†â—¦ - THAT makes you depressed?? Wow. |
HOLLYWOODxBANGBANG
18 years ago
A lot of things get me depressed. Even the little things, but I can't help it, when it hits me; it hits me hard. |
Shelly
18 years ago
I would have to say what depresses me is my LOVE LIFE. I have pretty much everything else under control. I'm a single mom w/ 2 boys one is 15 and the other is 11. They are really good boys..I'm divorce and almost wish I was not..I am not single material...I am in a realtionship..him and I are hot and cold...I love him more than life itself..but when we are not feeling each other yes I get very very down..sometimes don't it's hard to even get up and go to work.. |
Catherine Stephens
18 years ago
Just life in General |
AGirlWorthFightingFor
18 years ago
guilt complex |
Barbara Jean
18 years ago
the past and the memories.. |
Carrotgirl
18 years ago
I don't think this is a stupid thread but I can understand why some may think so. Until you have experienced depression you really have any idea what feeling depressed is like. Personally having year after year of severe back pain after a fall combined with the loss of friends to suicide. Guilt from not helping one of those friends. Falling in love with someone who could never feel the same way. Its wanting someone to the point you never sleep, you almost stalk that person but can't take it any further. Losing interest in everything friends, hobbies, family, work, sex , music everything and anything. You have whats like an overactive brain that gives you a constant headache but never solves anything other than the fact you live day by day in a numbed pointless state. You try to hide how you feel from everyone and it ends up tearing you apart from the inside. And thats about half of it. I started where you are, gone through hell and back and come out the other side with sympathy for others. You cope with anxiety and being paranoid year after year, a decade of 2-4 hours sleep a night and see how you cope. Im sorry but until you have been on the edge and lost control you have no idea. Talking about it is embarrissing but holding it inside secretly for a decade is dangerous. What I've covered is only part of the picture, but "daring to be depressed" a choice - you have no idea of what can be a terminal disease. |
Love Panda
18 years ago
past memories of stupid imature mistakes..weather i want to look at them or not there always with me and always haunt me..i can never escape..present situations and circumstances, i always do stupid things (like sleeping with a guy i know has a gf) this only skrews my head up more and i get aggitated by it, stress alot about it too, but cant seem to stay away.. |
Truest Lies
18 years ago
When I like someone, but I can see that they couldn't care less, and I just know that tomorrow I'm going to find out that they've gone and gotten a girlfriend... yeah, that depresses me. |
Alex Marlatt
18 years ago
In all my life these memories have always made me feel like s**t. Being abused by my dad. My mum knowing but not helping. My sister stabbing me in the back. Family dying. Friends dying. How when my dad was dying and asked for my forgiveness and me saying "F*** off, I F***ing hate you. Just die and save us the trouble of changing your air tanks." (He died the next morning, it's been three years and I really feel like crap when I think about how cruel that was.) |