So, Er, Is This Normal?

It's strange, but I have a crush on two separate boys. Okay, that is an abnormality in itself, but the worst of it is that I only crush about them when I SEE them... just thinking about them isn't a very big deal...

(sniff) and I'm also not happy because I can't tell my best friend that I'm in love with said best friend's cousin... Because there would be a lot of teasing in store for me, and word might leak out and (cringe) I'm not even going to think about that.

//T.L.//

Ok, you aren't crushing on the two guys, they're just attractive to you, which is normal + I have that too.

+ said best friends cousin might like you too!

It's very normal. I think you probably just find then cute. If it was a crush, it wouldn't just be when you see them.

Whew!! Thanks... guys, and nah, I don't think said best friend's cousin likes me, but it would be a nice thought (sigh) but anyway, a useless one... so I'm dropping it now before I get let down too much. :-S

//T.L.//

hhee sometimes I'm the opposite. I'll like a guy when I'm not with him, and then when I am I won't be as attracted to him, but whne he leaves I'm the happiest person on earth and he's the greatest guy ever haha. Sounds weird. It's probubly just a mental thing..