Always overcome issues on my own but.....

  • donna
    18 years ago

    OK.. here goes.. My little dilemma...
    As some of You know, I am going to Florida in less than three weeks to see my girlfriend. I am really looking forward to it, I can't wait to be with her again.. Flying on my own bothers me a little as I suffer from anxiety and the crowds at the airport is going to be a big issue for me.. that's not the problem though ;]
    I am going to meet her family and that isn't the issue either because I know that they are happy as long as she is, and I know I make her happy :]

    Get to the point I hear You all screaming.... okay....

    She has been best friends with her best friend for 15 years.. They have gone through so much together, and her best friend can't be happy for my gf right now because she thinks she may be rushing into the relationship. My gf is trying to talk to her best friend about me and a lot of the time her friend doesn't want to hear it.. My problem is, I know best friends opinion accounts for everything.. My best friend is so happy for me right now, because whenever I mention Billie I get a stupid soppy grin on my face. I have been close to my best friend, more than we should have got, but she is still happy for me.
    My gf's best friend and her have gone through the same closeness but her friend can't be happy for her, although she is living her life with someone else.
    I don't know what I'm trying to ask here or say, but the flight I will overcome however anxious, because I love her.. Her family I will overcome because I love her.. Her best friend I will overcome because I love her, although I can't help but feel anxious about meeting her best friend and her gf.. I feel like it doesn't matter what I do I wont be good enough in their eyes and it hurts because all I want is for my gf to be happy... I'm soooooooo nervous..

    I'll write a poem.. that always works :P

    My gf says that everything will be okay, and always tries to make the situation better, which is great, but still I can't help but feel nervous.

  • crazyandsweet
    18 years ago

    ok you knew I was going to be the first to post to this.....

    one question is what I got and then I will let others comment on this and give there advice ;)

    baby do you trust me completely?

    yes...then I am telling you from the bottom of my heart that everything will be fine, and I know you will still be nervous but I just want you to know that YOU are the one that makes me happy and makes my life whole!

  • donna
    18 years ago

    Yeah guess I'm just feeling a little anxious right now about meeting her is all.. I know I make You happy sweetheart.. It's just convincing ya best mate of that. Your family have always wanted to know about me and stuff, ya best mate never wants to go there, so I'm not wrong in feeling nervous eh?