PLEASE HELP ME!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!

Do what your heart desires, think about it, noone but you are able to make your mind up for you, best of luck.
Ben

it seems to me that you've already made up your mind about it, haven't you? I mean, even if everyone here said "move on", would that make it any easier? I don't think love is something you can turn off, so whether you choose to stick with him or not, only something drastic will change the way you feel.

I think you should take some time off and think over exactly what it is you want. dont make rushed desicions, not wise. Because wht you think you want now may not be wt u really want. bt gud luk anywayz

i think the internet is a good outlet for you now.
in most relationships communication breaks down
and everything else follows. making friends in this
way, like finding a group of people to share thoughts with is an easy adjustment than ignoring
yourself and what your going through. hang in there sounds cliche, but thats what most of us can
best hope to do. welcome to the boat Kharisma,
grab a paddle-help us help you!