have you ever had one of those days?

have you ever had one of those days where you just feel like shit!...you question life...everything...I question life everyday...yeah I smile alot and I have lots of fun but what happens when the laughs over and it echos...showing how empty you really are...how can you hide it? u can't laugh forever...is there more to life than pain? than the feelin of bein alone?...why are we here?...do we really have a choice to live or die? they got to choose...how could I ignore the fact that they chose to die!...if time heals pain then why does it haunt me everyday...everytime I'm alone it hits me...everytime I take a breath it catches up...I find myself sinking into depression with each step I try to take...yeah there is happiness but when I think about it....it all ends with pain....my blood...my tears...my heart broken!!!

Thats how life is... u have to go through alot to feel that lil happyness from time to time. Dont let the depression get u cause ppl care everyone around they care even if it doesnt look so. There will be better times.

Hmm that was very cliched. It's life. You have to learn to deal with it.

Make a poem out of what you just wrote. I mean re word it in all but it would be a great poem.

it would have been good if I wrote a poem on that day...cause I was all depressed and whatnot...you know one of those days...but now I can't seem to write cause those feelings are burried...I guess when they come out again I would write it up and see what I get...but it was jus a mix of feelings...

God i am haveing one of them days now :( its horrid i just have no vava voom

i have those days alot especially in winter !!
i hate them

Yeah, i know what you mean. I have those days sometimes too. Luckily i haven't had alot of them recently, except for a couple in a row last week, but other than that i have been fine. I understand where you were coming from, and i also thought that would have been a good poem. It can be really hard to write sometimes when you are so upset. My last poem is written in that circumstance and it turned out not very good at all. Oh well... Hope your alright and feel a bit better that you aren't the only one that feels this way.

Bumping up, because of the spam threads.

can I ask why the winter? does it make you depressed?...those days jus spring upon me when I'm alone to myself for a long time...I start to think and I'd go from happy memories to sad ones...then I'd jus get really depressed...my feelings are weird...they go from happy to angry to sad...but it's jus one of those days lol...

I fear the winter too, when ever I've lost control of things it always is much worse, at least in summer you can get out and the air and the sun just seems to make things better.

i think its just winter blues but last year in winter i got very depressed then in the summer i was fine again and now its winter ive started self harming again and all my depressive thoughts have come back

its really scarry and for me last year it lead to slight anorexia, but mostly knowing what is going to happen next and knowing it will all get worse but when its over still knowing it will happen all again next winter

i think its called SAD ~ seasonal affective disorder

mememexxxxxxx

i had one of those days yesterday
i felt like crap

Can I ask how yas overcome the pain? how can you bring yourself to stop thinking about your past experieces...how can you send the pain away? I try so hard and the only way I can is to write...I try talk about it but the words never come out right...

I'm having one of those days today. & yesterday. & the day before.

yep!