Broken Heart

well, ive bn going out with this girl now for 9 mnths on thursday. and we were in a long distance relationship. but we saw each other twice a month, spoke on the phone everynite, and she meant the world to me, still does. but she jsut sed on sunday night maybe we should jsut be friends, i cried, she wouldnt change her mind. I still love her i always will. Im jsut thinking whats teh best way to show it. Im thinking of just suprising her next time shes off school and catching the train down and jsut turnin up on her door step and askin her does she wanan go for a walk. (she sed she needs to concentrate on school more, thats why she wants to b friends.)

oh and i sent her the link for my poems earlier n shes printed em off n sed shes gonna keep em forever n she still loves me. im jsut confused, i aint stopped cryin for hours now, i just dont want to loose her.

Hey dont cry hun its ok hey if she says she still loves u tahst great.I mean just give her soem space maybe she jsut needs a lil time to get her grades up dont give up on u guys tho.Give her the space she needs to do what she has to do and b there 4 her.If u both truly love each other it will werk out.Freinds 4 a while is beter than nothing at all and liek i said if she says she still loves u thers hope so jsut give it soem time im sure she ll realize shes jsut as miserable without u as u are without her.i wsih u the best of luck

xoxo

thanks, ill try cheer up, i dunno though, theres part of me that thinks we will get togetehr again, but then i think we'll just grow apart. argh, im missin her already

welllest say u grow apart u stil have the time were u were more than friedns and no one can take those memories away and even if not as a cple friends r betetr than nothign that way u can still have each other b there 4 her when she needs someone.9 mths is a farely long time so im sure she loves u just needs some time to get things situated.Schols hard enough so throw a long distance relationship and im sure it makes it a lil harder.Dont give up im sure things will werk out.

yeah i understand her and everythin but i just dont know why she came with it so suddenly, i mean the day before we were normal, talkin about our plans for this weekend, then she came out witha ll that. i asked her to say wat she means as a friend, so she sed, texting and talkin 2 each other online and ringin each other say once a week. i dont think i can cope with out not talkin 2 her or seein her for months at a time. i really dont think i can. 2days bn difficult enough. i jsut dont think i can just be friends with such an amzing girl whos changed my life and i love so much

trust her , if you pester her she might end up just going out with you becvause she feels bad, except her decision and work with it, just bve nice and trun up the heat make her miss ya!

k thanks u 2, ive left a message on her phone and asked her 2 speak 2 me wen she gets home. i sent her a letter aswell this mornin tellin her how i really feel. im hopin things work out, i dunno wat im gonna do if they dont, shes just too important to me. gawd im cryin again now lol