am i being too girlyish???unsure

i met this one guy at a wedding down in minneapolis and he is a relative of the groom... the time and the moment and the surroundings that we met was so unforgettable. i can't get into details cuz it'd take too long. but i did write about it in my poem July 19. anyways but i met him (obviously) in july. and i told him i wasn't looking for anything so we just became friends for about almost 3 months. then finally i couldn't stand it anymore and so we decided to get in a relationship. so every since oct 14 we've been together as a couple. but like i've been holding back on telling him how much i like him and how much i want him to be here w/ me. and everytime he asks me to tell him wut's on my mind i tell him nothing is on my mind. i want to share everything that i feel to him but i'm afraid that if i tell him... i'm afraid he'll think "YES!.. i got her rite where i want her," or " now i don't have to worry about losing her cuz she luvs me" or sumthing like that. i'm just afraid that if i tell him all my feelings and thoughts ... that he'll no longer worry about leaving me. and that he wont tell me everything he feels and thinks about me... i mean i do tell him wut i feel and think...but not everything...u knwo wut i mean? i hold the most strongest emotion in me... i told him there's one thing that i wanted to say to him... but i'm not sure if i really do feel it or not..and i'm afraid to say it first cuz i dont' want to freak him out and if he says it back.. i dont' knwo if he's saying it cuz it's the rite thing to say back, or if he really means it or not. so can u help me out.. i know i wrote a lot..... but help me out...thanx

thanx cheryl ann... i guess u'r rite he doesn't seem to be sum1 who would use me since he did wait for 3 months... and the fact that he may be scared to tell me things... i talked to him last nite..and i guess he just didn't know how to open up to me that's all.. and so time really is the answer to everything here...anywho thanx for ur time and advice

Ann