Feelings of Inadequacy

once i felt so insecure after a break-up i felt like
i was running in-place-and all directions at once.
i reprimanded myself by shutting down my feelings
and closing the doors to everyone. I misread every
one around me because i was being self-centered
and unrewarded. i called a friend, and apologized
for dumping my life on her, and she accepted.
that was a good start-i felt something real in my
heart again-

Believe that you have a purpose here on earth. You are a special person w/ great talent! When you have all these feelings build up in your heart, pour it out in your work...get involved in something if its not poetry, something. This world is full of people w/ hate and revenge in their hearts, you have to move past them and prove them wrong. Don't let the anger and hate fill your heart up, its a waste of space and no one wants you to be unhappy here...we all care about you, please take care of yourself and if you need someone to talk to, I'm here...ssmith2063@woh.rr.com.