The next BIG "step"

aww well it sounds like you're going through a really tough time. Do you get a choice about this? If you get to graduate a year earlier then chances are your teachers think you are ready to take the next big step. It sounds like you have been successful at school which is good, good on you. You say your biggest fear is failure but you are scared to take risks. Hun you cant succeed without taking risks. If you concentrate on what you want you tend to move towards it, but if you tend to focus on the bad things you tend to move towards that. Making mistake sux, yeah been thee done that but mistakes tend to make you a stronger person and you learn from them. Look i dont even know what I am on about....so yeah pretend u didnt read any of this....lolz! I hope everything goes well for you though, remember to have faith and believe in yourself..

much love,
alysse