Is It Real?

Hmm, well I'm not great at giving good advice, I won't pretend that, most of my advice is worthless but...
It does, to me, sound like you're in love. It doesn't seem like you're still playing because, well, you'd know if you were (as strange as that sounds).
Hopefully someone else on this site can give you more help, sorry I couldn't.

take alot of time and become her friend and dont even look at another chick or you'll be totally f*cked

just do what ya think is right...

look chris.....you hurt me...i need some time to clean myself up becuase its going to take me awhile to trust, specifically with you. suacide is not the answer. just dont use kasie again....i hear your planning to go *jogging* not a good idea....i dont know what to believe anymore you say you love me but youve been up and down so im gonna live my life with you as nothing but a friend for a couple years then maybe when youve shaped up maybe we can fulfull that promise but until then it might sound harsh but i will like other guys and i will try to patch up my wounds and if you try to do anything to sabatouge my life i will ruin yours! im gonna trust you that chase said those things but if i hear one more thing you lose me trust! that includes making out with kasie.....

is lexi the girl ure talking bout????
hmmm...complicated situation.
i got cheated on by my boyfriend recently and the feeling just sux.so i can understand what lexi maybe feeling after she got played with by you.hmm...i really dont know what else to say....but from what lexi says above looks like all's not lost for u yet chris.anyways..best of luck to both of ull!

Chris, you and i both. were both on a boat, lost in the ocean, not knowing where to go. But were both going in diff directions. If you like Lexi like you say you do. Then im gonna let you be. I dont want anything to stop you form trying to get what you want. and thats what i am. a distraction. yes, you used me. but im not mad at you for that, i thank you. it made me relize that i love tayler. but, i mean, we all need a change once in a while. You, you want to change from becoming a player to a person with a comitted relationship with my best friend. Me on the other hand, i need to change from a person with a commited relationship to someone who just has fun. i dont know how to help you, cause you the one that has been helping me. But, i know the feelin that you discribe, thats how i feel towards Tayler, but, like you, i dont know if i love him or not. And to be quite honest, i dont wanna love him. Cause if i do ANYTHING thats behind his back, i feel like shit. but not knowing brings me less guilt, stress, depression, and many more things. you can do what you want. but all i can say is, love isnt made for 14 year olds... save that till your older, were not ready for it. I will talk to you later. im gonna call you later tonight.
Kasie