is there a way out?

have you ever felt like what's happening to you has no ending? you feel alone and lost.. nobody seems to understand.. neither would they care.. a never-ending bad relationship with mom.. felt like time has passed me by but i'm still haunted by the negative images.. anyone has any suggestion on how to get rid of this sorrow and rage? i did so much but nothing really works except by expressing the feeling through my poems

thanks jen.. i really appreciate your help~

I feel the same way..but I'm trying to work it through...but it's hard...I get sick now..{emotionally}...and worry...but i'm still health and alive...lol...:)