my love. An essay to my wife.

Oh wow, that was amazing I am truly speechless. To begin with, I didnt want to read ths because it was so increibly long but I am glad I did take the time too. That really shows commitment, that you are willing to admit your mistakes and will do anything to correct them and make things right again. I admire you, I truly do, U hav taught me a lesson that I will always remember. You've showed me a different perspective on life and on people. My heart goes out to you, and I hope things between you and your wife turn out alright. You deserve it. Much love and nothing but the best of wishes

Lizzy :o)

your wife should love it

HEY Zac im truly sry to hear the about the problems u r having in ur marraige and taht she feesl taht she will b happier with somoeone else.As much as im sure tahst hurting u cause i know id b devasted if my hus said that to me u have to realize maybe she isnt the one 4 u u have done everything in ur power to show her u acre 4 her there isnt more u can do if seh has her mind set.If she rtuly loved u deeply and honestly no matter what problems u were having she would have tried to werk them rhu instead of turming to another.Me and my hsu fight and i feel neglected and stuff at times but i talk to him about it to strenghten our faults and if all taht wouldnt werk id break it off b4 i truned to another cause thats respect.I saw u mention a son which also makes things harder but better u seperate then keep ur son in a realtionship where one parent is unhappy and un faithful for children pick up things liek taht remarkably fast.My son is 2 and the times me and my hus fight he yells coves his ears or eyes and runs into teh room.Its much harder on teh child to stay nd live yaht way.Better that even tho hi sparenst arent togetehr they are atleast not living a lie.You will find so,eone u will appreciate u an dlove u the way u desreve.Well i do hope maybe things can b werked out if not it wanst menat to b and there is someone special waiting 4 u.dont beat ur slef ove rthe past problems can always b werked out if the ppl want.using the oh u didnt show m eenough atention so u MADE me run in to anotehr mans bed is bullshit an dnothing but just that a excuse to cheat.If things were taht bad she should have discussed them if they were a issue.Neway best of luck to u ..
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Well if u know u should let her know u know instaed of allowing her to make a fool out of you.You say u were bad to her lets just say tahs the case even thur problesm u talk them out not turn and go astray a marriage is about compramise and werkign things thru.If she truly loved u that would have been teh case not what she did.When u love each other thers always a million options b4 chaeting and if thats the only option left u leave who ur with 1st.You b there 4 ur son and u do what u have to do as a father.I also hav e ason and i know how it is ur kids are always ur 1st priority but maybe the best thing 4 ur osn would b 4 u and ur wife to not b togtehr if all shes gonna do is b unfaithful. Hope ur ok

xoxo
olivia

I got to say, I loved the essay. The start of it intrigued me a lot, and I kept on reading.
Loved it.
xoxo
Laterz,
Shirlz

Any girl would be lucky to receive this. Wow...

Well, I cannot say my situation is the same as yours, but I have read your essay so many times - and each time it's like I'm reading words from my own mind. I won't speak to much about what is going on with my own love life, but I do want to say that you are not alone with the way you feel. The empty, incomplete - soulless (as you said, and I agree, though I don't think there is any word to describe this. It is a pain of another dimension, one which destroys a person several times without physically killing them.) is one which I am familiar with. I'm sure I have only felt a morcel of what you are feeling, but I thought I should remind you that there is always people here to talk to - and you are never alone... My sympathy (...empathy) and love is sent to you, stay strong.