A Depression Poem

It was written a while back... I mean a looooong time ago. I wrote it, but I don't remember the user name I had nor my e-mail. I think the poem was titled "My life"
It went like this:

Cannot Sleep
So I cut deep
Blood spews out
That's what my life's about
My parents think it's just a stage
Since I'm around the age
But they are wrong
Oh so wrong
Blade to skin
And in I go
Blood stains
and cures my pains
I cry, cry, cry
Hoping one day I will die
My eyes, swollen red
One day I will be dead

Can anyone find the name of the username? It would be greatly appreciated. I had some other poems that I can't find. Thanks in advanced!

i did search a while for you, but nothing came up. sry!