Mass Murder
20 years ago
I can't help but to think i'm fat....But everyone says I'm skinny(they lie) I'm not...I way 106(becuse of this thing called a period in water loads me down) but this still bothers me. When ppls ask my weight I change topic. I can't help thinking this or think poorly about my self. Is it becuse i have a medium body frame? Or just please help me---------------------Meagan |
Andrea
20 years ago
wow...someone i can relate to! i have the same problem except i wish i weighed 106. i weigh 115. and i've lost like 6 pounds in less than a week. ppl always ask me how come i dont eat and i just say the truth, "I'm not hungry" lately i dont get hungry as i usually did. someone told me it was because i've trained myself not to eat. weird if you ask me. but i dont know if this happens to you, but if i do eat something, i can't stop. i dont know how b/c i dont know when i'm full. and if i eat just one little thing a couple of minutes later my stomache hurts so i just dont eat that much at all. and everytime i get up, i sorta...well i dont know how to explain it but my head gets so heavy that i feel like i am about to fall and when stumble all i see is black when i know my eyes are wide open. and then when i am about to collapse to the floor i always end up catching myself and then the weight is lifted. and i'm normal again. |
~**~SARAH~**~
20 years ago
hi i used to be just like yall!i kinda still am!what you are haveing are black outs see when our body doesn't get what it needs then it reactsi used to have them really bad!!!but it will be ok it isn't eanything serios exept you wont really see much difference in till a while so you get really mad and you start to make your self throw up!i am really skinny not sickly though but i mean i get paronoide really quick i don't let people pick me up inless i really know them i weigh 102 and i am in size 0s in paints i used to be in 3-5 it can really messsyour stomach up it will make your stomach used to not eating so that your stomach hurts really bad when you do eat but eanyways i totally understand and i thought that might help alil bit! |
Ally
20 years ago
Right now I am starving myself. I'm 5'1 and 110lbs. I'm still trying to lose 10 more pounds. I'm told I should eat more and stop starving myself but I do it anyways. It doesn't bother me. If I keep up on my Mountain Dew intake, then I'm fine and I don't get sick, but otherwise if I don't, I'll pass out from being hypoglacemic. I do eat a lil bit here and there, but its not much and not very often. I'm just trying to lose the weight for myself. My mother was 115 at the age of 38 and was never over 125. Being 15 and 110, scares me and it makes me feel really fat. I also look it. My stomach and legs have so much fat, its sickening to me. So I starve. Oh well... Its not a big deal to me. |
Andrea
20 years ago
wow, i didnt know all this...but as for me i also just need to lose 10 more pounds and i'll be satisfied with myself. so...what i'm having are blackouts? well as long as its not serious then i'm sure i'll be ok. but i wont resort to making myself throw up, at least i dont think...i hate tho, because when i do actually eat, i cant stop. i just want more and i dont know when to stop because i cant tell when i'm full or not. and even if i eat just one tiny thing my stomach starts to hurt. so i guess your right that it can mess ur stomach up. |