Lost...

I'm seriously lost at the moment,
I've been so out of it the past couple of days (well more so than usual)
I seriously just sleep ALL of the time like the other night I went to bed at 6, normally I dont even lay down until like 1 in the morning.
I'm getting so sick of trying to pretend I'm okay to my friends that its wearing me out.
I'll laugh and joke around with them but its like the second I get home I morph into this completly different person...
It's not like I feel depressed or anything, well now that I think about it I don't feel much of anything,
I mean sometimes something will set me off and I'll get super mad or sad but other than that I just feel kinda empty.
I've gotten really sick of my school too, like it seems that I'm everyone's opposite except for like a few people in my grade but I know the truth about a few of them...
Gah my mind is like an entire jumble I jus needed to kinda get this out so I can start sorting things out

"Odi et amo, quare id facere forasse requiris...Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior"
(I hated and I love, perhaps you ask why I do it...I don't know, but I feel it and I'm tortured.)

you'll be fine, seriously. This isn't something permanent, you know, you're going to be fine. I had the exact same thing as you, but it just passed by after a while, and now I love my life more than ever :o stay strong!

x

What exactly is going on in your life that is so bad???

i feel exactly the same way. like u feel nothing.. ur just existing,, and ppl all want to kow whats wrong or w/e and i seriously cant teel them.. cause i dont know..

I think we all feel that way at times. Its like your there but your not really, there. Just kind of empty inside....I hate it when everyone wants to know but they wont just step off and give you time to breathe. But their just being humans with their curiousity and wanting to help. If they bug you a lot they truly care i suppose.*thinks*. im the same. one minute im happy the next i feel really empty and alone like i have no place in this world. Are those just mood swings or something?? im not bi-polar or anything but i dont know.....having people tell you you are gets me sort of confused..people can be seriously cruel but were all imperfect so what can i say.

Right.

Time...what to say about that. It takes time to get over things or through them but it just sucks. I think we all have those really crummy times but i think its how we get through them that matters. Possibly the solution of it as well. I think most things have solutions. Some things just never end. But its a good thing to have hope.