It's All Messed Up && I Don't Know...

Kay, so the other day, two of my best friends got in a car accident. He was driving home, && he had two other people with him && he dropped his cellphone. He quickly leaned down to get it, ran a yield sign && Tboned another car. He was heading South, they were heading West. When it happened, he was the only one who could get out of the cars && he went to the other car && called for them. He waited for a response - nothing. They were gone by the time the cops arrived at the scene.

The three teenagers were 14, 15, 16. The 15 && 16 were two of my closest friends. They were rushed to the hospital and minor injuries were announced.

14 - Black eye, sore back && some people are saying his skull was a little crushed; whether or not that's true information, I don't know.

15 - Broken collar bone && cracked hip.

16 - Punctured lungs and a few bruised ribs.

If the two in the front seat (15 && 16) didn't have their seat belts on; they never would have made it. The 14 year old didn't have one on && he was sitting in the middle...as the crash happened he pushed the 16 year olds seat forward - punctured lung && bruised ribs. He twisted the 15 year olds seat as he held onto it - broken collar bone && cracked hip.

They were released later that night && the 16 year old was texting me about it. He hasn't slept in 3 days - I haven't slept in two. Knowing that this is going to be with him for the rest of his life. && people keep talking about it && people are threatening him for being an idiot. But I've driven that road, it's a horrible road. It was glare ice && there's trees surrounding it. Would have been very unstoppable given the conditions anyways. He may get charged with 2 counts of vehicular manslaughter && 1 of wreckless driving. His license is gone. && he may have to do time.

It hurts knowing they're going through this and not knowing how or when to help. What would you do? I haven't slept, I puke, I can't eat, I can't stop crying... I knew the people in the other car as well. My sister was best friends with one of their daughters && they used to babysit me && my best friend. Ecchhhh..How can I handle this better than I am? I seriously need help on this. Anyone?

-Jenna.

Hey honey. Ok. Listen babe. I have been thru this manyyyy times. More then 7 of my friends have died from car wrecks. The one major one was when 3 years ago. they were driving and the driver looked down to mess with the radio. he didnt even look away for 5 seconds and he flipped the car. b/c he swirved off the road and pulled it quickly to get on the road and he flipped. my friend got thrown thru the window and died two days later. I know how hard it is sweetie. Iunderstand the puking and crying and sleeping. but just thank god that they didnt get hurt worse then they could have. For the ones that did. Well honey. Your tears are not going to bring them back. be strong. try your hardest to get thru this. Just know there are ppl out their that know how you feel. and if you do want to talk. you can talk to me. i understand completely! all my addresses and stuff are on my profile! keep your head up sweetheart -hugs-

-=Chanelle=-

Oh wow, that's horrible. I went through something similar, but not nearly as bad. My ex got in a car accident 2 years ago. He was 15, and didn't have a clue how to drive. He ended up driving into a pole to avoid a truck, and the front glass shattered. He broke a few ribs, and was in a coma for 2 weeks because he hit his head pretty hard. I was traumatized. I couldn't sleep for days. All i could do was cry, and i even found it hard to eat. All you can do is try not to think so much about it. So many unexpected events occur in life. You need to eat, and try to think positive. Depriving your body of sleep and nutrients, isn'r healthy. I will pray for you and your friends. If you need anyone to talk to, you can always email me.

punksunite07@yahoo.com

Chanelle,

Thanks a lot. I was really looking for someone who had known what I'm going through to reply. I'm sorry for your loss Hunnie. I am thankful they didn't get more hurt than they did - really thankful. But the driver, he was texting me last night because he couldn't talk on the phone while he was crying. He is living with this now && he told me he wished he'd died that night. I just wish I could be in his place so he didn't have to be going through this.

&& The weird thing is, that I was actually supposed to be in that car with him..=\ I was supposed to be going to the city with him that night. I just feel so horrible. The 15 year old was just texting me as well. She was staying at her Grandma's && now she's home so I might go see her this weekend which will make it hard seeing her but better knowing she's okay.

Thanks again for the help hunn. It really helped. && I know that my tears won't bring them back, I'm crying because of what is to come in their lives. They hypothetically just begun - I mean - the guilt of this is going to be tough. && having to testify for him in court is going to be rough. But I'll make it. Thanks again Hunn.

-Jenna.

Punks,

I know that I need to eat. && I'm trying but I can never finish anything. It's just so weird. It just started settling in to me that this is actually happening. The first night I refused to believe it && yeah. Thanks for the help though, I really appreciated it.

-Jenna.

You're welcome. I'm here anytime babe. Trust me I understand completelyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Send me a message anytime! -hugs-