cancer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok things have been going good for me lately.........i moved into my grandparents house and away from that abusive family of mine .............but now just when i thought it was sooo great............and i thought i was out of my depression............my grandmother gets told she might have cancer................i am so messed up right now......................some one help me..........i cant stop crying...............i have been locking my self in my room for days now.............i need help

~~~angel~~~

Sweetie, it's ok. The key word here is MIGHT have cancer. You have to hold on and wait.
And if she does, all you need to know is that she loves you dearly and would never want to hurt you, but it's not her fault.
You need to go talk to her about this and how much it's bothering you.
And remember, things may look bad, but everything happens for a reason.

xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

~ I'll pray for you and your Grandmother. With God, we can do anything, and even if your grandmother does have cancer, SHE CAN BEAT IT!!!!!!! I promise, mine did!!
Just pray and everything will work out for the best

Good luck and God Bless
xoxo

^^ You shouldn't be promising anything. God doesn't save everyone's grandmothers from cancer. Don't give the girl false hopes.

And I agree with the second post. Couldn't have said it better.

-Liz

And I agree with Liz. Don't promise things -you- can't actually control.

xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

kkk i will wait and see if she really does have cancer................we dont know til' tomorrow or tuesday............it just is realy bothering me

~~~~~~~~~angel

Just hang in there, it'll be ok.
Everything happens for a reason.
Let me know how things go.

xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

i will tell you how it goes

~~~~angel~~~~

she has breast cancer the surgery was yesterday she is still in the hospital and will be there awhile ...........................they took off her right breast .....................weird

~~~~angel~~~~~~~~
dying one tear at a time

Sorry to hear that. I hope she does get better. My aunt got the same thing done...she's actually doing pretty good now...so yeah...

And trust, I know how you feel. My grandmother's been fighting cancer for over 5 years now. =/ Everytime we think she's okay....something turns out wrong.

Just don't give up hope. I'm sure your grandma will be better...=]

Take care!

-Liz

im sorry to hear that. :love:

dont give up hope. :love:

i ODed this week .............i give up on this all i hate life.............i want to end it ...............
~~~~~~~~~angel

How sad.

But I don't think that has anything to do with your grandma having cancer or dying. Does it?

seriously. i do not want to sound harsh. but you need ot htink aobut those who love you. your grandfather maybe? how do u think he'll feel if one day he find out his wife haas cancer and the next week his granddaughter killed herself. better yet,. what if your grandmother learns you killed yourself, then she dies. how would he feel then?

x33 Please Stay Strong. Even just to give Hope To Your G'ma

x.x:Lauren

Exactly.

My grandmother [which i mentioned in one of the posts] died last Sunday because of her cancer.

I might not show it so much...but it hurts like hell. To me, it was like losing my mom. I think it's the worst thing I've been through so far. But it doesn't mean I'm gonna go and commit suicide or something. For what? It's not gonna bring her back is it? And if it would bring her back...I'd be dead. So it wouldn't make a difference.

You're lucky you still have your grandmother. If you're not greatful for your own life...be thankful for that at least. Grow up and get a grip.

Seriously.

-Liz

Hey hun. Don't worry about it rite now. They key word as someone said above is MIGHT.

A doctor told me a few weeks ago that i might have cancer. I'm 15 years old. I kinda flipped for awhile. But I'm ok now. I didn't even flip that much, because i believed that i was gonna make it no matter what, no matter if a doctor told me i had 1 week to live, i would like 80 more years.

Right now thats up to your grandma, life and death, it's also up to if she even has cancer.

But do you wanna no wut happened to me? I found out i had a virus, from being in another country for awhile, i got some bacteria that isn't in america or something. He says i jsut have to take some medicine.

Right now your upset, because yoru saying "WHAT IF?" never do that. Realize that if all thoughs What If's are true, you might regret, not spending this time with your grandma, so go spend it with her. Realize, she's not dieing now, she's not i na hospital bed, she's rite infront of you, her hearts beating, and it's up to you to just idk appreciate it all.

I know you appreciate you, obviously, your just dealing with things. Just talk to her about it. Sometimes it hurts mroe when someone dies, because you think there afraid, and you don't realize that yoru grandmother really is kind of old, she had a whole life before you. And if she has cancer, she'll be brave, and she'll realize that, Life is jstu the beginning. It's like, We're all jsut maybe now, the next step maybe we'll be teenagers, and we'll keep moving on with birth's and deaths in other places that they call heaven. But we'll never die. We'll jsut always keep going.

sorry if i rambeled. But i hope i helped.

~God Bless you and your grandmother. I wish you luck in the times to fallow.~

i'll keep you in my prayers i hope everything turns out ok, remember during hard times people need other people to lean on don't take your life it will only cause more pain, i really hope things get better.

reading that made me cry my grandpa has cancer and lots of other things but my family won't talk to me about it. but this anit bout me just enjoy the time you have with her
i wish i could help you so i'm sorry

i'll be prayen for you two