hurt

it's been five months since my ex broke
up with me. i thought i was fine.
but really i'm not. it's pretty sad because
he left me for someone else && i just refuse
to accept the fact that he's with
someone new; someone he [loves]
more than me. is it stupid for me to
get my hopes up that he'll come running
back? is it hopeless for me to wait by
the phone waiting for him to call?
i'm tired of getting hurt by him. but it
seems that only he can undo my broken
heart. it's hard going through another
day believing he'll come back to me
soon, when really, he's NEVER coming back.
i cant move on. i [dont] want to move on.
i dont know if i should wait for him or
not. i always have this feeling where
he will come back. then at other times,
i doubt it. i'd do anything
to get him back. but nothings good enough.
i miss him. i love him. is letting go really
the best option for me to heal?
what do i do? i hurt every single day.
i need advice. how do i cope with this?

Ok all i have to say, is i understand you, my boyfriedn broke up with me 7 months ago, everyones telling me to move on, but i have figured out for my self, that im not going to, i cant make my heart move on, its inpossible, when u love someone you really Love them, you cant just move on. so my advice for you, is to wait, because i waited for him once and he came back to me, so im gonna wait again, if you really love him, he will see it sooner or later, weather it takes 5 months 7 months or a year, dont give up, it takes time, life will throw awhole bunch of twist and turns at you, but love always wins, always, dont give up, by u not giveing up you, give me hope, i really think you guys will get thorw this, all he has to do, is realize how speacial u are, contack me if u need to talk im always here

hahahahhaah you are 10 years old?

if your profile is wrong and you are actually older, then i will respond seriously.

haha yes, unfortunately my profile is wrong mister. i'm not really 10 years old. i'm more like 17 :)