I don't want to feel this way any more

aww huni, i know how you feel, i have gone through all that before,although i probably dont understand you the way your friends do. I go to coulencing to help me,although sometimes it doesnt do sh!t all, maybe you could try and see if it does anything for you. If not then you have to tell someone that your feeling this way. You have to try to hold on, something will come along, and then you may wounder why you wanted to kill yourself in the first place, it may be a call from a friend this weekend, or some unexpected pressie as a act of random kindness. If you dont think god can help you, have you lost your faith in him? Yes breaking up with a guy you were close to is hard (my bestie and i decided that we are not going to fall in love untill we have meet the guy personally and given him the go a head) And dont fight the tears, ask your teacher if you can be excused and run to the toilets and let it all out, if you hold it in then you feel worse. Im sure that you will find something to make you happy again you just have to keep looking, keep trying to find it.
I hope this may help in some way.
hold on huni things will get better.
if you need to talk then im here for ya

luv ya huni

sara
xxx

I completely understand what you're going through. I'm going through the same exact thing. Lately i havn't been my normal happy and crazy self, and i have no idea why. I just feel empty. Like something is bothering me, but i have no idea what it is. I don't know what i can say to help, but if you need to talk email me.

punksunite07@yahoo.com