help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! majorly!!!!!!!!!!!

plz plz plz plz help me...i think i\'m in love with the wrong guy. he flirts with alot of other girls. i mean...he treats me like i\'m the most important thing 2 him when i\'m around him...but b hind my back....he treats me like crap. but i don\'t wanna break up with him. i love him 2 much. i mean....it\'s getting 2 b 2 much 4 my very fragile heart. i\'ve been thru way 2 much in my lifetime and i have lots of bruises and scars...emotionally. and right now...it\'s getting worse and worse...not evn my best friends know about wut\'s going on with my dad. he\'s stopped paying 4 the stuff he\'s supposed 2 and i\'m startin 2 get 2 where i barely can go 2 the doctor when i need 2. he\'s only paying child support 4 my bro and tht\'s juz on his college stuff....he\'s also spending my child support money on my bro. and he\'s stopped paying 4 my braces and my mom\'s working as hard as she can already and now she has 2 work evn harder....like WAY harder. i hate my life right now. it sux. no1 knows this...but i\'m kinda having \"thoughts\" and i\'m getting very depressed...i don\'t really show it @ school...but @ home i cry all the time when my mom\'s not there. i don\'t tell N E 1 about it. it\'s hurting me really bad. and i\'m only 14. i can\'t take much more. and i still have 2 go thru my mema dying...which i\'m sure is going to happen pretty soon. but ya...i need like MAJOR help. -.....bad.

Firstly: who's "Mema"?
Secondly: Chin up, the reason you're feeling so down is because you're letting yourself feel down. Instead of looking at everything in doom like there's no chance for you to recover ever and you have no options; think of solutions. Have you -confronted- your dad? There's no point in moaning if you haven't even asked him about anything. Plus, break up with the damn guy, oh yeah you're sooo in love with him and it's not possible for you to break up with him. BREAK UP WITH HIM. He's doing you no good, and it's a little rich to stay with him if he bad talks you, you're just setting yourself up for this.

Thirdly: your "thoughts" won't lead you anywhere good so you might as well give up with the whole "death will make this better" thing. You only get one chance at life, and you're probably not going to kill yourself anyway.

did u copy this from somewhere? i think ive read it before.. and the / in the "`s make it seem that way..

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and i think mema is grandmother... or g-grandma..

well hun,
I know it's difficult to deal with, I can't really tell you anything that you don't already know, and as far as your bf I honestly think that you should talk to him about the way you feel and explain it to him that he needs to stop flirting with other girls, and if you need to get a counselor like the one at your school if there is one...talk to your friends also and always remember they will be there for you no matter what happens...keep your thoughts positive and I know it's hard to but try...and as far as your mema ( i suppose it's your grand mother) but just remember she will always be with you and she will be in a better place...remember "give in, but don't give up" hope I helped some if you need any more help please feel free to email me my email is rebel_heart_n_dixie_pride@yahoo.com or if you just need someone to talk to i'm here for you just don't be shy to email me, I don't mind

ok peeps...those slashes came about b cuz i hit enter and there was no subject and it did tht and i didn't notice it and it put those in there...idk y...and o ya! mema stands for MEMA as in a name tht i call my g-ma!!!!!!!!!