And yet another one......

  • Suchapoetictradgedy
    18 years ago

    Alrighty Y'all I wanna see your best poems!!! I dont care what they are....just what you think is your best....Im gonna pick the top 10 people, then give each person a set of 15 titles to pick from, and then announce the winners based on both contests :D

    Good Luck and Keep writing!!!!

    Closes Dec. 14th...

  • Aken Sol
    18 years ago

    Sweat and Virgin Tears

    A battle rages
    In the confines of my mind.
    Stars are lit ablaze.

    My thoughts shatter to oblivion,
    although a million more remain.
    Pieces fly across my brain,
    making me feel insane.
    Please don't look at me;
    I won't let those
    poisonous
    lips touch
    mine.

    Rape
    Again;
    Let it stop.
    With all my heart
    I want it to end.
    Destroy my emotions
    and my thoughts along with it.
    The last thing I need is to feel:
    any guilt for what you've done to me.

    As the stars fade off,
    the cycle of hardening
    and breaking is done.

  • Lauren Waszkiewicz
    18 years ago

    i dont really think i have a 'best' poem cause ithink they all need improvement.. or w/.e but heres the one i love a very lot.

    Paper Wings
    by Lauren:x♥x

    The little girl looks out in the world,
    But all she sees is rain.
    So she sings a little lullaby,
    To help rid herself of pain.

    Sitting in the windowsill,
    The little girl, she sings.
    She sings about her pain, and loss
    She sings about her paper wings..

    *The life that i've been living,
    Has left my soul, withered and worn,
    and because of this wretched rain,
    My paper wings are torn.*

    No body hears her lovely voice,
    Well, no one seems to care.
    in the broken home she lives,
    No love is ever there..

    So the little girl sings to the world,
    Hoping maybe, someone will hear,
    Praying someone will help her to leave
    And that her wings can be repaired.

    The rain outside keeps pouring down,
    and indoors the domestic storm grows.
    So the little girl gets off the windwsill,
    Realizing the world will never know.

    Her paper wings will never again
    be a wonderous and beautiful sight.
    And never again will the little girl,
    feel the sweet serenity of flight.

  • Lauren Waszkiewicz
    18 years ago

    thank you for holding this contest. because it caused me to add 2 stanzas on my poem. =]

  • Twisted Heart
    18 years ago

    Faded Whispers
    by Twisted Heart

    Upon the ear there comes a whisper
    Tainted words that fail to ease
    Simple lies that seem so twisted
    Are captured by the mind to see.

    Inside the trappings of a thought
    Come faded wounds of memories
    The soul so hungry for the words
    Said to the heart and meant to please

    Beyond those moments of remorse
    Behind the words bound by deceit
    Where actions spoke to broken souls
    And minds were lost in lies conceived.

    A place to find a sweet surrender
    To rest your heart that's lost its glow
    Unable now to accept the tender
    Of what we fail to find or know.

    Where whispered words of love are boundless
    Upon the ears, they call for hope
    In lucid dreams they come to comfort
    When it seems we lose our will to cope

    Upon the stars they find a beacon
    The moon has cast a gentle spell
    Along the mist of tarnished lies
    That are the wounds we know so well

    Now come the teardrops in the night
    That listen to the solemn breeze
    Lending words to ease the mind
    Reflected faith of fantasies

  • emmerz
    18 years ago

    The story behind her smile

    She took a chance and made a move
    No inhibitions holding her back
    Just to see what he would do,
    She asked him for a chat

    At first he looked a little puzzled
    But he finally said 'I guess'
    He never knew that that afternoon
    Would lay his secret to rest

    She lead him to a quiet spot
    Upon the fresh green grass
    she looked him in the eye
    And got up the nerve to ask

    But then the hard reality set in
    And she fidgeted for a bit
    She looked cautiously up to the sky
    And shyly bit her lip

    As she stumbled on words she wanted to say
    She felt a warm hand touch her arm
    It was the boy she wanted so desperately
    Even if he caused her harm

    She noticed something kind of funny-
    He was acting sort of strange
    She asked him what was wrong, he said,
    "I'm having trouble with this change."

    She was puzzled beyond belief
    But she asked him anyway
    "What change is this you seem to be
    Struggling with today?"

    "There's a girl who I've grown closer to
    And I think the love is true."
    And as her shoulders sagged with loss and despair,
    He said "that girl is you"...

  • Wasted Fake Smiles
    18 years ago

    Ghosts Don't Cry

    Walking around, aimless, lost in the crowd.
    Trying to be heard, but the noises are so loud.
    After a long day, coming home to fights,
    Not getting a word in edgewise; lonely nights.

    Welcome to my life, I'm only a ghost,
    Not noticed by many, ignored by most.
    Often want to break down, and want to die,
    Or cry my eyes out, but ghosts don't cry.

    Finally a little freedom, out with friends,
    But ignored by you, the pain never ends.
    Love shown one way, yet hate the other,
    Then the time comes to see my mother.

    I see her only a little, yet important I'm not,
    Complaining and yelling, making cheeks hot.
    Talking to her boyfriend for an hour it seems,
    Actually spending time with HER is just a dream.

    Welcome to my life, a ghost I'll remain,
    Many ignore me, many don't know my name.
    Often I want to break down, but when I try,
    I recall that one thing, ghosts don't cry.

  • Elynnka
    18 years ago

    Strange love
    by Ilinca Milosan

    The city was dark, drowned into the silence of night,
    Deep within the silver mist a white silhouette was in sight
    Moving from place to place, from door to door,
    Searching for something, each time more and more…

    Fragile spider webs adorning windows of a broken home,
    This long lost figure will now find that he’s not alone;
    Outlined in cold moonbeams – her blackness was delight,
    Such a beautiful creature – something worth for to fight.

    He floated closer and closer, but she always ran away,
    Every time she managed to escape filled him with dismay
    And each time he wished he could just call out her name,
    But when he opened his mouth – around silence was the same.

    He chased her through the house, each time with no success,
    Never could he get closer than almost touching her black dress;
    He would laugh if he could, he would cry if his eyes’d let him,
    He’d be happy with hearing her heartbeat but chances were slim.

    After endless hours of this restless chase – she was suddenly still,
    She turned around gently and reached for his hand – such a thrill,
    Their fingers seemed to have touch, but neither could really feel,
    She wished for his eternal company as her heart he wished to steal.

    They spent minutes staring at each other without making a sound
    They were anxious, but timid as if someone was around
    And in one flash second she threw herself in his translucent arms,
    He was gently caressing her hair – she felt safe from all harms.

    The porcelain moon shone up on the blue and black velvet skies,
    Two sorrowful souls were united – feelings of stomach butterflies,
    A wondering white ghost for a groom and a black shadow for a bride,
    Love is strange, but meant for all those who can feel it burn inside…

    Hope you like it =)

  • aDORKable x3
    18 years ago

    To The Person Who Knows What NEM Means
    by *puppy love*

    With Open Arms you'll welcome me back home
    So that I'll never have to feel so alone
    Nothing Else Matters, baby that much is true
    I Bless The Broken Road that brought me back to you

    Baby, you've been Far Away for far too long
    My love for you could never be wrong
    My heart jumps When You Say Nothing At All
    I know you'll be there to catch me when I fall

    Into The West you moved that May
    Now, honey, you are So Far Away
    But I'll tip my hat to the Keeper Of The Stars
    He put us together and kept us going this far

    We Belong Together, there's nowhere else I'd rather be
    Than Here In Your Arms, I'll always be your Mandie
    Oh, baby, let's just Save Tonight
    If it's wrong, I don't wanna be right

    Your Photo can say a thousand things
    You don't know the happiness it brings
    We can live like Jack and Sally if you want
    But the skeletons of the past don't have to haunt

    I'm Still Loving You, so give me a chance
    And promise me you'll Save the Last Dance
    I'm lying here waiting, just forgeting the world
    And I hope to God that I can be your girl

    On My Way Down, your love saved me
    Now, boy, let's just C'est La Vie
    You're my Reason for starting over new
    We met Destiny and she led me to you

    I was young and I was so naive
    While I just let you turn around and leave
    They said it wouldn't last and we proved them wrong
    We know how to stand against the storm

    I've got my fingers crossed you'll kiss me one more time
    And as we lay under white clouds for a magical time
    Over and Over Again, the scene plays in my head
    I rehearse my lines, and listen to everything you've said

    Oh, baby this is What Dreams Are Made Of
    'Cause in my dreams I'm free to love
    So when you come back, my loneliness will be shattered
    Because for once in my live, Nothing Else Matters

    Maybe not my best, but who knows! lol =]

    Ciao xx

  • DarkPoetess
    18 years ago

    HOW YOU HELPED
    I used to distrust and hate
    The entire world below heaven's gates
    Depressed and lonely I kept to myself
    Not caring if I hurt my health

    Then that day you came along
    Made my hatred not so strong
    I even wished that I had
    Someone like you, who wasn't bad

    We worked side by side for awhile
    You developed a knack of making me smile
    We became close friends
    The first of which I couldn't see the end

    As time progressed, our closeness grew
    And I found myself falling for you
    I fought it hard, i didn't want
    To feel the pain that's not so blunt

    Then I finally just gave in
    In the end your heart always wins
    I laid it out for you to see
    That you were the perfect guy for me

    If I know how to love
    It's due to you, who brought me
    Out of my cocoon, into the light
    And proved the world could be bright

    You made me want to live again
    You showed me how to love again
    My best days are because of you
    You alone made my happiness true

    Pull me close in your embrace
    And watch a smile cover my face
    Never ever let me go
    And for you, I'll always glow

    Get jitters when I hear your voice
    Letting you in was a brilliant choice
    You saved me from myself
    Had me get my heart off that shelf

    ~not my personal favorite but one that I wrote in a moment of ecstasy, so I know it's pure truth and emotion~

  • *Charisma*
    18 years ago

    Cutting Your Life

    Slice and dice your skin without a care
    To relieve the problems you couldn't bear
    Letting your blood drip all around
    A puddle of frustration now on the ground

    Relief for a moment, but the pain comes back
    Tell me now, will you take another stab
    Is it worth the few moments of silent peace
    To bear these scars that ever increase

    You can't truly forget the pain you endure
    These scars are reminders that you're insecure
    Instead of saying your upset with words
    Your scars speak for those things unheard

    And now the world will question you
    And all these little marks you do
    All those things you wanted to go away
    Are questions now thrown upon your face

    You aren't hurting the world, just yourself
    Putting your feelings upon a shelf
    Now your the victim and the one on trial
    Because your choosing to live in denial

    No one wants you to hurt anymore
    So pick yourself up off the floor
    Turn in your blade that's crippled your life
    Let's try to make everything right

    This silver knife isn't your protection
    It's severing you from life's connection
    We all want to see your beauty inside
    But not for long if you keep using this knife

    By: Charisma*
    Not my top fav, but definitely one of my best!

  • Gem
    18 years ago

    I've been told this is one of my best...

    Xx Heaven's Not To Far xX

    I'm surrounded by a special glow
    Because of love that you bestow
    Bestowed on me in constant streams
    Resembling all my love filled dreams

    You taught me how to love again
    Sheltered me from hurt and pain
    Healed my heart with just one kiss
    I didn't know heaven felt like this

    Just how lucky can one girl be?
    You took my spirit and set it free
    Free to love you with all my soul
    Finally with a heart that's whole

    With love that fills me to the core
    There's no need to cry now anymore
    You came along and wiped my eyes
    Lifted my heart back to the skies

    You must be an angel undercover
    I'm proud to be your friend, your lover
    You have to be sent from above
    You've given me hope and faith in love

    When I'm with you, we reach the stars
    To a place where heavens not to far
    It's all paradise when I'm with you
    Cos our love is sacred, special and true ©

    *Gem*

  • Rocky
    18 years ago

    A DISTANT GODDESS

    I am watching
    this beautiful
    radiant goddess
    from so very far away
    that unto her
    i am as a ghost
    silently screaming her name
    from he dark side
    of the heavens
    for all the difference
    my wordless cry
    seems to make
    for between us
    is an abyss
    a nothingness
    in which pain runs free
    and hungry vampires feast
    and even though
    she is so very distant
    i can still call her
    most any day
    but only to exchange
    these half true words
    a mere ghosts reflection
    of what i truly would say
    for shes like an image
    within my mind
    which i yearn to reach
    to hold
    but my hand cannot touch
    cannot find
    so for the moment
    all i can do is watch
    and pray
    as she wonders on
    her invisible nightmare
    across these cold
    and desolate plains
    where uncertainty
    plagues her every footstep
    across this dark
    this broken way
    while my blood
    runs to ice
    when i see her stumble
    when she doth sway
    to loose her balance
    along this trail - so fey
    as i watch her every glance
    skywards
    forever seeking
    the vanished sun
    while continually she hopes
    forever she prays
    eternally she doubts
    that the next
    unknowing
    unknowing
    unknowable footstep
    will support her slender weight
    across this darkend path
    of this life
    this fate
    but i can see every tear
    as black as night
    that escapes
    to mar her most beautiful face
    at knowing not ever
    just what illusion
    next her awaits
    to suddenly vanish
    beneath her feet
    make her fall far
    cry out
    bleed
    and hate
    and damn everything
    as she sinks
    into this depthless hell
    of pain
    where all seems
    so very fake

    so knowing all this
    i still no not what to say
    to banish these mysts
    that cloud her living day
    and turn all in sight
    so dreadfully cold
    and Grey
    for doesn't she know
    i too bleed
    to know this pain
    darkness
    and horrid despair
    all this agony painted
    within the heart
    of my goddess so fair
    for whom i know not
    what to do
    but show her that i care
    and light her way forward
    along this night path
    with the love that i dare

  • The Angel of Secrets
    18 years ago

    "Daugter of a Freak"
    by The Angel of Secrets

    Her hair so awful, her skin so pale,
    She always wondered, where did she fail?
    Born by a freak, raised as a slave,
    No one to guide her, to tell her how to behave.
    Years of working, years so dark,
    She has never seen light, it has left its mark.
    Shut in a room, just going out to clean,
    It's the most horrifying thing they'd ever seen.
    A key to lock her bedroom door,
    Nothing on the walls, nothing on the floor.
    No pillow, no bed, no good memories to hold,
    No warmth, no love, nothing but cold.
    Her mother locked the door, threw away the key,
    The girl keeps asking herself "Whats so wrong with me"
    Sitting in her room, hearing her mother go out,
    She tries to scream, she tries to shout.
    Her mother left her behind, in this room to die,
    Now she's sitting there, trying not to cry.
    She lays down, on the cold hard ground,
    Trying to pray, hearing no sound.
    Laying there for a couple of days,
    in darkness and sadness, down she layes.
    She will never raise again, never see the light,
    She finally gives up, she will no longer fight.
    Her eyes cry of sorrow, her eyes cry of tears,
    Suddenly she sees something, an angel appears.
    "Come with me, darling, come to the light,
    "We will love you, you don't have to fight"
    The angel smiles and reaches out her hand,
    Where did this come from, she doesn't understand.
    The girl reaches out her hand, suddenly starts to soar,
    "Don't worry little darling, they won't hurt you anymore"

  • The Angel of Secrets
    18 years ago

    "Daugter of a Freak"
    by The Angel of Secrets

    Her hair so awful, her skin so pale,
    She always wondered, where did she fail?
    Born by a freak, raised as a slave,
    No one to guide her, to tell her how to behave.
    Years of working, years so dark,
    She has never seen light, it has left its mark.
    Shut in a room, just going out to clean,
    It's the most horrifying thing they'd ever seen.
    A key to lock her bedroom door,
    Nothing on the walls, nothing on the floor.
    No pillow, no bed, no good memories to hold,
    No warmth, no love, nothing but cold.
    Her mother locked the door, threw away the key,
    The girl keeps asking herself "Whats so wrong with me"
    Sitting in her room, hearing her mother go out,
    She tries to scream, she tries to shout.
    Her mother left her behind, in this room to die,
    Now she's sitting there, trying not to cry.
    She lays down, on the cold hard ground,
    Trying to pray, hearing no sound.
    Laying there for a couple of days,
    in darkness and sadness, down she layes.
    She will never raise again, never see the light,
    She finally gives up, she will no longer fight.
    Her eyes cry of sorrow, her eyes cry of tears,
    Suddenly she sees something, an angel appears.
    "Come with me, darling, come to the light,
    "We will love you, you don't have to fight"
    The angel smiles and reaches out her hand,
    Where did this come from, she doesn't understand.
    The girl reaches out her hand, suddenly starts to soar,
    "Don't worry little darling, they won't hurt you anymore"

  • Jessica
    18 years ago

    Weakened Butterfly
    by ѕ¢αяℓєт.ℓιρѕ ♥

    Slowly spreading embroidered wings
    Gently fluttering from flower to flower
    With each quiver, a slight breeze it brings
    Sparkles fall from each wing creating a shower..

    Delicately watching which way she goes
    Carefully hiding the damage that was done
    Wings still sparkle, but she no longer glows
    Her beauty, confidence, and life he left undone..

    A beautiful butterfly slowly floats to the ground
    Wings lightly slowing down, taking a lengthy doze
    The gentle wind and birds cries the only sound
    A weakened butterfly slowly dies beneath a rose..

  • Mommy And Me
    18 years ago

    i couldnt decide...

    Wolves at Midnight

    Mysterious maze, full of confusion
    We are stunned by an illusion
    Of how we got upon this wall
    From way up here, everything looks so small

    With a perfect circle, and twenty long chains
    But only 19 wolves, that’s all the remains
    Falling, to just out of their reach
    Oh were we ever in a peach

    An empty room, only 3 wooden chairs
    There wasn’t even a flight of stairs
    So there we sat, listening to the growls
    And looking to the sky, there were some owls

    Suddenly knocked over, I feel a sharp pain
    Was there a way, for this wolf to refrain?
    His claw sliced right through my chest
    Then he cut into my breast

    He smiled with crimson teeth
    The other wolves, what were they beneath?
    Kayla, she was not scared
    And Jessica, just stood there and stared

    There was no voice to scream for help
    But suddenly I heard a yelp
    My mother had saved me
    Morning has set me free

    Innocent

    *We are gathered here today...
    Words blur through my mind
    A Tear rolls down my cheek
    As Black and Red surround her

    *To Grieve the life of...
    9 months of protection
    was not enough to save the mere child
    So now we all will morn

    *She is now with our Father...
    9 minutes of breath
    before her heart stopped
    now she’s dressed in white

    *He will love and protect her...
    With us dressed in black
    and our cheeks stained in tears
    we lay the rose upon her grave

    A coffin for her crib
    And a rose for her love
    innocence will not over come
    The Fate we all hold in our hands

    -Terra

  • nobody truly knows me
    18 years ago

    The Tale Of A Werewolf

    Light turns to shadows
    As day turns to night
    My presence is unknown
    I must stay out of sight

    I grow steadily weary
    The time is drawing near
    Slowly I am filled with dread
    I start to shake with fear

    I stumble to a room
    Lock myself in tight
    There's no way I can escape
    There'll be no killings tonight

    Suddenly the changes start
    In agony I scream
    This is way too much to bear
    I wish this were a dream

    The pain finally stops
    I slowly rise to my feet
    Power surges through my body
    I'm a beast that knows no defeat

    I race around the room
    Frantically searching for a way out
    Frustration grows inside me
    Until I want to shout

    A howl comes from my throat
    I hurl myself at the door
    I will not be trapped
    I never have been before

    The door splinters on impact
    Joyously I howl
    I jump through an open window
    To begin my midnight prowl

    I race through the woods
    The full moon leading the way
    The thirst for blood surges
    I must find my prey

    A smell drifts through the air
    Unmistakably fresh
    I run in that direction
    Towards the scent of human flesh

    Mad with desire
    I fly through the night
    I come to a camp
    Killing everyone in sight

    In the morning I awaken
    In my human form once again
    I realize I'm in the woods
    And my head begins to swim

    I take in my surroundings
    Gasping at the sight
    The ground is covered with blood
    I shudder as I remember the night

    Sorrow fills my body
    Tears fall down my face
    Knowing that I must leave
    I vanish without a trace

  • No Need For A Name
    18 years ago

    Fist Full of Blood

    We call out into a crowd
    We all smile while you frown
    We can't bare to hear the sound
    These walls keep falling down
    Once we're gone

    (Chorus)
    We try to call a truce
    But there is no use
    When you plain out refuse
    You stick your fist full of blood
    In the deep set mud
    Wish you hadn't once its done
    You try to blow us away
    But we're here to stay
    And sing away the day

    We hide in the shadows of past
    In wicked glances that are cast
    It's to late you missed your chance
    There's blood stains on your hands
    From our freedom

    (Chorus)
    We try to call a truce
    But there is no use
    When you plain out refuse
    You stick your fist full of blood
    In the deep set mud
    Wish you hadn't once its done
    You try to blow us away
    But we're here to stay
    And sing away the day

    You try to knock us down
    Try to kick us around
    But we're not done with you now
    You try to knock us down
    Try to kick us around
    But we're not done with you now
    You try to knock us down
    Try to kick us around
    But we're not done with you now
    You try to knock us down
    Try to kick us around
    But we're not done with you now

    (Chorus)
    We try to call a truce
    But there is no use
    When you plain out refuse
    You stick your fist full of blood
    In the deep set mud
    Wish you hadn't once its done
    You try to blow us away
    But we're here to stay
    And sing away the day

    No.Need.For.A.Name.

  • FlirtingWithDeath
    18 years ago

    ~A Day Of Bliss~

    Let's go chase butterflies
    Into the nights sky,
    Run with Fireflies
    As if we could fly.

    Swim with the fishes
    In the glossy
    Water world
    Gallop with the horses
    On the soft sandy shore.

    Raise our hands
    We have no fear
    Let the rain poor on us
    And was away our tears.

    Our love is strong
    We will soar high
    Above the universe
    Like two doves
    We have become.

    When sunlight awakens
    And kiss us with her glow
    Settle down in our
    Cherry blossom bed
    And listen to the morning song.

    ~I love you Chris~

  • CondescendingHeart
    18 years ago

    Longing for Unspoken Words'
    by *¤TheJohnston¤*

    'Longing For Unspoken Words,
    The Truth To Be Said,
    To Save A 'Loved' Ones Life,
    Yet You'd Rather Lie Instead.'

    To Cause Her Suffering,
    And See Her In Pain,
    To Feel Her Emotions,
    You'd Do It All Again.

    Knowing That She Hurts,
    Like What She Did To You,
    Will Make It All Better,
    After What You Went Through.

    'Longing For Unspoken Words,
    That Simply Were Not Said,
    To Pass The Time Of Destiny,
    And Free What Has Not Fled.'

    Sympathy Of What You've Lost,
    Is What You Need Inside,
    But Yet You Want Revenge,
    For What You Were Denied

    Secret Reasons Why She Left,
    To Make Her Look Right,
    But It Was Her That Broke Your Heart,
    As She Smiled In Delight.

    'Longing For Unspoken Words,
    A War Left To Pursue,
    Longing For 3 Simple Words.,
    Meaning I Love You.'

    TheJohnston'
    ( L )

  • Keath
    18 years ago

    Hope lies within the future

    Upon the edge of a forest so green,
    Lays this little weeping girl, yet nobody has seen,
    Her tears slither along her cheek so fair.
    Though there was no one with whom she could share,
    The amount of pain that laid her soul bare.

    Upon the edge of a shore so white,
    Sits this little crying boy, who lost his fight.
    He tried to protect his mother from fate,
    Though she told him he could not beat this create.
    Now he would simply remember this sickening date.

    Upon the edge of a sea so cobalt,
    Rest these little howling lass, her tears so salt.
    She was wishing that she did not have to go further.
    Though she was condemned of a brutal murder,
    She praised to the Lord to stay her herder.

    Upon the edge of a cliff so high,
    Stands this little sobbing kid, wishing he could fly,
    His tiny bloodshed fists cramped in final defeat.
    Though the big crimson marks were still flaming of heat,
    He couldn't yet believe it would be so concrete.

    Let's pray together, little children of the lost,
    That the memories of these moments are frost,
    But that they will never be our final chapter.
    We are all abandoned, every one of us unsaid.
    Just believe, little children under the big one's scepter,
    That we will rule once they are dead.

    - Daisy

  • Synh
    18 years ago

    From Night To Day

    You were my dawning light
    What turned my night to day
    You wakened me in the morning
    You made the darkness go away

    My shadows began to dispel
    One by one they left my side
    When I had you I was happy
    Nothing could bring me to cry

    The warmth of you’re aura
    Was enough to make me smile
    I would give my life for you
    I would walk a thousand miles

    Then you’re light that you had
    The one that gave me day
    Had started burning out
    Slowly it began to fade

    You’re flame was flickering out
    Steadily it began to die
    The heavens turned dark
    The radiance faded from your eye

    Soon I would be watching painfully
    As the night sky settled above the trees
    I would watch the moon rise once more
    And witness you’re sun set on me

  • Oscar
    18 years ago

    My Guardian Angel

    I stand here protected, as one guarded child.
    I sit alone safely, where nothing is wild.
    Never been in danger, never in harm's way.
    and all of life's challenges, waited at bay.

    i have always been happy, for I've never felt pain.
    my angel stands by me through sun snow and rain.
    she is always smiling. and a smile she receives.
    she tricks enemies away, or is it me she deceives?

    I have always been guarded, and so never in fear.
    and I stay locked up always, year after year.
    have not seen a human, for she said they are bad
    and even though i am healthy, i remain sad.

    have i been missing out, is there much more to life,
    could i someday have children and maybe a wife?
    I must see it for myself, no longer can i wait.
    i must be fragile, for fear is a human trait.

    i wanted the experience, yet she locked me in.
    i tried to run away, but she will always win.
    I'm stuck here forever, i cry through the night.
    and for the first time ever, i am feeling fright.

    so long's gone by now, i still am stuck here.
    i now cry every night, for real life is so near.
    but here i shall stay, until my final breath.
    so is she My Guardian Angel, or my Angel of Death.

  • xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex
    18 years ago


    The Love of Fate

    Protest against a simple love,
    Sweet and charished from above,
    Dolled eyes through love of great,
    Finding that you mustn't wait.
    From above does greedy eyes steal,
    Something that does not seem quite real.
    Tragically wishing upon star stricken moons,
    For doves are touching you this noon.
    A simple love so touching, gracious, benign,
    Cannot, willnot, give up by cruel time.
    Feast your eyes upon something so great;
    The love of loves, the love of fate.

    Held in your arms, a thought is displayed,
    Is this truth, forever delayed?
    Gracious touch simple by shouting sound,
    Everywhere around you this love is found.
    High above the sky is a magestic creation,
    Where fate of love makes a splendid sensation.
    Falling grandiosely to gentle song,
    You must carssess it simply and strong.
    Just feast your eyes upon something so great;
    The love of loves, the love of fate.

    xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

  • Bryan
    18 years ago

    Die Alone
    Bryan

    Sunset's inocence
    I see in your eyes,
    sorrowful feelings
    you say goodbye.
    My heart falls apart
    when our eyes meet,
    its dying alone
    so incomplete.
    nowhere to go
    nowhere to hide
    nowhere to heal
    all this pain inside.
    dont know what to do,
    dont know what to say,
    dont know why this hurts
    every single day.
    Its just so painfull
    when I try to write,
    feelings of torment
    they are not right.
    I will die alone
    this I know,
    forever consumed
    by the love you let go.

    sorry but it got deleted from this contest, i had to resubmit it.

  • Ashes of a Black Rose aka Night Child
    18 years ago

    Tears From The Sky

    It all began with a tear from the sky,
    Mirrorinmg the face of a mother
    Who gave up her child.
    The tears rained and the thunder sobbed,
    Droplets drip, drip, dripped down
    In decaying chords of desperation.

    Memories were created, collected, carried away.
    A streambed filled,
    Flowing slow, slow, slowly,
    it drifted away like clouds on an autumn morning,
    Wounded with wonders as it wound around the world.

    A current pulled and pushed,
    Creating a wave of conformity in life's direction.
    A youthful being followed, for she knew not of objection.
    Debris, sediment, and lies clung to her body,
    But still the youth complied.

    The sun shown down with rain in absence,
    But in the presence of light the youth struggles.
    Rapids crash over bodies of the lost.
    The water erodes the lies, leaving her bare, exposed,
    As a person she cannot accept.
    Desperately she tries to go back, return to the calm.

    Beyond a bleak horizon lay the cliffs of corrosion,
    The next leap in the youth's journey,
    Or maybe her next fall.
    Her fight will end, her battle won,
    She will cascade to rock bottom,
    Tossed back into the sedate for which she yearned.
    The search for her origin will close.

    But still, as she resides in the calm, growing and maturing,
    No longer a youth but a young woman, she must fill a chasm,
    Heal the lacerations of loneliness and questions,
    And remember that she was not forgotten.
    It will all end with a tear from the sky,
    Mirroring the face of a mother
    Reunited with the daughter she lost.

    This poem is dedicated to my birth mother, Courtney.
    Courtney, I love you, and I will find you...

  • nobody truly knows me
    18 years ago

    bump
    yay...contest is going to be judged

  • Sarah Ann
    18 years ago

    Roses In My Hand

    The beauty as I see it
    Lies flawless in my hand

    Crystal tear drops are burning
    Wilted petals where I stand

    In sync they fall together
    Roses blossomed in the dark
    A flower, oh so pretty
    Yet alone in every part

    Deep...
    Bloody red in color
    With love and thorns of death
    Beautiful...
    For beholding eyes
    Yet pain for every flesh

    Perhaps not my best, but my favorite.

  • Ashes of a Black Rose aka Night Child
    18 years ago

    ^ honey, contest closed yesterday!

  • Sarah Ann
    18 years ago

    Oops. Okies.

  • Ashes of a Black Rose aka Night Child
    18 years ago

    i did like your poem, tho.

    by the way, when are the results going to be posted? anybody know?

  • Bryan
    18 years ago

    well the contest was supposed to be over the 14th, but she most likely hasnt been on.

  • nobody truly knows me
    18 years ago

    this hasn't been judged yet?!

  • Ashes of a Black Rose aka Night Child
    18 years ago

    nope. we've been waiting... and waiting...
    ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • Suchapoetictradgedy
    17 years ago

    Hey Y'all Im really sorry....but I couldnt get on.....Ive been really sick and on bedrest and what not so I will have these results to you as SOON as I can.....def. before the 14th tho!!!!

    Really Sorry and thanks for your Patience,
    ~Flying High~

  • Bryan
    17 years ago

    its ok, take as much time as you need.

  • Suchapoetictradgedy
    17 years ago

    This contest has been deleted.......my sister or ~Flying High~ has come down with Scarlet Fever and cannot judge these.......shes is very sorry!!!!!

  • Ashes of a Black Rose aka Night Child
    17 years ago

    ooh, that sucks, tell her i hope she gets better soon