Im so sad she died?

I 13.i hate life right now because my closest friend was doing drugs.she stoped last week.do you know why she stoped?because she died on tuesday...of an overdose.she was 14 weve been friends scince i was 2 years old.im so sad now i cant stop thining about her cold pail dead face.i was the one who found her.downtown she called me...she was high.i hate i hate everything about it. i wish i was there with her.i could have stoped her.i rember this one time we were rollerblading together. she fell and started laughing so hard,but she broke her wrist.i miss her so much. have you ever had anything like this happen to you?

Oh dear....I'm so sorry. Wow, and you're only 13. Yikes...I'm sorry, deary. Sounds horrible! But it'll be okay....

That's kind of scary about her breaking her wrist and laughing. -shivers-

And it's understandable that you would hate life right now...but please don't carry that hatred with you as a burden several years later. Eventually you should let it go, but it's perfectly normal to mourn right now. -hugs-

Unfortnately I have lost quite a few friends to drugs, its so hard on everyone in their lives to deal with...the greif seems almost unbearable...especially in a case like yours where your friend was so young and it couldve been avoided.
Grief is natural though, the depression your feeling is natural but you can't let it consume you, perrhaps you should talk to a professional about dealing with this because it is going to be very hard, and things aren't going to get any easier any time soon for you either. I won't lie to you it will be an uphill battle your fighting, but you can get thru it...time will heal all wounds.

i'm really sorry to hear! i can't imagine if that happened to me... but i'm still here if you ever wanna talk about it. even tho i dont know you. but still... and instead of trying to either remember it or forget it, just look at this like something you can remember and that will give you the courage to face your fears and stuff. and remember that your friend will be looking down on you saying 'that's my best friend down there' :) heehee just trying to cheer you up.. though i know it will take a while for you to move on. but dont forget her completely, and i doubt you ever will...just keep her in your thoughts and know that its probably better for her now than when she was using...
...youre in my prayers!!

xoxo
Emily

Whatever you do don't blame yourself, I was in a similar situation didn't intervine when I knew something was terribly wrong. In the end tearing yourself apart won't bring you friend back. Don't bottle it up inside, do what your doing here and talk to someone a priest, friends, teachers or whoever.

Admit it if you had the opportunity to help. But remember we are all weak, make mistakes and regret what happens from our actions. The important thing is we learn, grow and become a stronger person because of our failures not just our successes

awww thats really sad ^^^ like you said dont blame yoursellf because in no way is this your fault. your really upset but dont try and hide it .
i no this might sound erally sad but this exact thing happenes in the OC and at the begining of the 4 season summer is hiding and bottleing up all ther feelings and it dosnt help her at all
mex

sh was my only friend. no one wants to be my friend any more because i told them and they didnt care, my boyfriend brok up with me...what a fucking dick head

wow what an asshole...horrible timing on his part. REALLY showed how much he cared. i'm so sorry to hear about your friend, but it's not your fault she overdosed. take care of yourself and may your friend rest in peace

i'm so sorry, i know what its like to lose a friend