nothing left now...

if there was no true friend then the word "friend" would not be existed from the begining. all what you have to do is to search, i know it's hard to find them but don't give up. if you ended without finding one in your region, you have the net to search for them. who knows, you may find someone whose nearby your region.

technically you're talking behind their backs
now too and i get it, "they talked about you first"
but everyone talks about everyone
even if they dont admit it, someone has put down
someone or talked behind their backs AT LEAST once in their life

go and do something that makes you happy
with someone who makes you happy.

Hey, I know how that feels, blood tears... I get that way sometimes, but once in a while something really REALLY good happens, and I forget to be miserable.
Today I felt as though my world had fallen away, but now it would take quite a bit to get me down
:-D

//T.L.//

That's all part of early adolescence...girls start gossiping viciously for no good reason. These "friends" that are talking behind your back are stooping to a low level, and you shouldn't have to put up with it. Whatever you do, don't talk badly about them in revenge...be the bigger person. I'd try to find some better friends.

don't expect all the people to understand but like i said before search for true friends. life is much better with friends ^-^

People who talk about you behind your back suffer from something called 'low self esteem'.
They can't talk to your face because they're afraid of losing you, and only talk to others about you so that they can fit in with them.
It'll blow over soon, they'll get over it and move on and so will you.
Life hurts a lot of the time, but it's not all fun and games, everyone has troubles and everyone feels sad and lonely through their lives, but you're young, life gets better.
There's so much more to lfie than your 'friends' who don't respect you.
You just have to stay true to yourself and the people who love you most.

you know.. i feel that way too.. i felt that way.. and im feeling that way..like.. no matter how much people comfort you.. nothing seems to ease the pain..

they always say its about adolescence.. like peer pressure.. stress.. pr something.. i know whats crossing your mind.. you might be thinking..

"no one will understand.. they're all pretending like they know what im going through when in fact they dont.. they're all pretending that they know me.. and they're always saying //everything is gonna be alright// when in fact they dont know anything.."

i know.. no matter how much you deny that fact.. im just telling you.. if your planning to kill yourself.. its entirely your choice.. but.. think of it.. there will always be people who cares for you.. there will always be someone who is meant for you.. your friends? if they aren't deserving of your trust.. then.. find the ones who are.. sometimes.. we are looking way too much beyond that we forget to look beside us.. behind us.. or in front of us.. the real ones are always there..

i wont say i understand you.. becuase i might not.. all i can say is.. a lot of people care.. i do.. believe it or not.. i do.. ive been there and still there.. its for you to judge if your trusting me or not..

Yeah I agree with what Angelina said... As much as it is getting you down right now, in the future you wont have to have anything to do with these girls, so it's really not worth the hurt. Try and move on and get to know other people, I know it's hard, but it will get better trust me.

Why doesn't anybody listen to you Bob?

The words are not meaningless. He has expressed the same thing countless times.

You are either to immature, or you have not found your own self worth if you cannot accept them.

It's like text book theory...

wat i do is imagine ppl getting beat up when i get mad......it makes me laff a little....

xxleisaxx

First of all... however much you hate your life do not try to take it away. You may think knowone would care but it can hurt so much when someone you know tries something like that. Secondly... I do not know exactly what has happend with you and your friends but it could be that your beinging paranoid, or someone said something about you and noone else stood up to them... like I said I dont know what happend but it could not be what you think it is. I wish i could say something to make life eaisier for you, but I cant. I just hope you work through it and keep going no matter what. Never give up.