dont noe wat to do

i dont noe wat to do...there this guy that i became close friend wit...i was able to talk n tell him everything...everyone around us say that there something goin on between us...at first i say no we just close friend that talk about stupid stuff to kill time...then i start have feeling for him, but didnt say anything...he told me that he like this other girl...i was sad inside but still give him advice bout girl...thing didnt work out for them...so i thought that i had a chance...a person told me that his close friend told them that when they ask him if he like me r not he just smile n dont answer...i even give him a chance saying that if someone ask me if there something going on between us how should i answer them...i gave him a chance to tell me that i was just a friend r something...he told me just smile n play it off...so i just went on liking him...one day a friend of my told me that there was a guy asking bout her that work in my area...someone say it was him...she didnt answer...i just stand there quite wishing it wasnt him...then next day another friend told me it was him...i just wanted to cry...that nite he call me saything that he just c me as a friend n the one he like is the other girl...i try to play it off...my friend told me that if i ever feel use by a guy tell him that u use him first...i made up story saying that i use him to get over my crush...

i have to go...i'll finish my story later

Okay, unless there's some big dramatic twist to this story, I think i'm okay to answer it now.

If you have feelings for him, then just tell him. Don't go making up stories when he gives you the opportunity. If he likes you back, then great. If he doesn't, you will just have to spend some time concentrating on other things until you're over him.

Personally I think jealousy is a great tool. Look what its doing to you. Go out with somebody else and ask HIS advice. If he gets mad or instantly doesn't like the guy without even knowing him then you might have a shot. If nothing else you had a good date with somebody.

ummm...Where is your poetry?

All i can say is talk to him!
What have you got to lose by getting your feelings out? He might like you back but have no idea about how you feel about him because you've never really properly told him
Go for it hun

And Jason, she might not have posted poetry yet. But it doesn't really matter considering i know loads of people on the forums who haven't posted poetry.

*Gem*

we were like stranger for awhile then i gave in n start talking wit him...i just wanted to be friend...n be like b4...but that was just a couple of days...he just doesnt treat me like he does b4...he doesnt talk wit me r text me...n it just bug me that he cant treat me equally like his friend...my cousin became close friend with his friends then became his close friend...n i was mad n jealous that i was first his friend n he being cold wit me...there some stuff happen between me, my aunt, n her...n i warn him that my cousin was a 2 faces n for not to tell her...he went off n tell her...i was soooo hurt when i heard that...my cousin say that she didnt do r say anything bad bout my aunt r say that she like the guy that my aunt like...n me n my aunt noe that she did n if she didnt she would had made a big deal about it...he didnt even look at me for days...b4 anything had happen i say that i was goin to buy him a birthday cake cuz we have our housewarming party on his birthday n my aunt n cousin copy me n was goin to buy a cake for each of their friend...i felt bad that the other 2 get cake n their birthday had already pass, n it was his birthday n he get nothing, so i bought him a $40 cake...so the party came...i let everything go...i text him...we talk for lit...so 3 cakes, 3 birthday person, 3 cake buyers...it was cakes time n the other 2 sets of ppl hug n thanks each other, me n him just look into space n wait for it to end...the hug was short but seem like it would never stop...during the party we took shot...n when he leave i made sure that he made it home safe...the next day everything was like b4...he was my cousin close friend n a stranger to me...this time i say that im goin to let him be her friend n stop witout letting him noe...so we didnt talk for the longest time...we plan to go to six flags n invited him...n everything was ok til i was eating nacho n he was holding my aunt bear n i told him to give it back cuz he was beating it up...n i tap on his shoulder n he thought that i put cheese on his shoulder, i told him if he dont give it bak im gonna do it...so i tap him again n he drag my aunt bear on the ground n got its head dirty...he told my cousin that i keep on touching him n something, n my aunt told me to stop playing around wit him...i was like i only play around wit him cuz he started...n if he wanted me to stop then just tell me...i was mad at him for the rest of the day...i deleted his phone number, email, n aim...but the problem is i remember it in my head...

g2g again...i forgot to say that this is a 6 months story n i try to cut stuff out...when i come bak...i'll type wat happen during november...thanks for the ppl that read n leave a comment!!

Okay, i'm more confused now. I'm going to wait until i hear the whole story before making up my mind about what i'm going to say.
I'm here if you need help x