crying

every night i cry myself to sleep wondering why i am still here, there is only one reason why i am still here is because my girlfriend and i really love her. right now i am sick and everything that has been going on just makes everything wores. i really don't know what to do and i haven't told anyone and i think that is making me sick inside. can someone please help me?

What do you mean you are sick? With something fatal, or just the flu?

whats wrong? are you fine now? pm me if your still feeling bad..

Aww that's sad hun :-( I don't know all the ins and outs of it all... but try and stay strong, crying yourself to sleep everynight really won't get you anywhere though. It just messes you up even more in the morning, try and not think about all the bad stuff when you are going to sleep, concentrate on the positive, on your girlfriend? You said you haven't told anyone about this, can you not tell your girlfriend if you love her so much? Feel free to email me, take care xx