Lying ...

So my best friend, I`ll call him Ngo . Well along with everyone, he knows what i`ve been through . And just recently, my best friend [that`s a girl] backstabbed me after 8 yaers of being best friends . So I finally just gave up on trusting girls, but i`m still cautious about who to trust and all y`knoee ? and well, Ngo and I .. he was aware of how i felt . and we became really close this school year . And we were talking about trust, and he said that I was one of the four girls that he trusted, right beside his girlfriend . But then one of the other girls is a girl that thinks i`m talkin` smack about her and crap, and he`s like 'Hey did you ever talk about ____? Like call her a b-tch and sh.t like that?' and i replied 'No, I never talked about her . I didn`t call her a b-tch' and he knows I would never lie to my best friends , especially him . But he went and seyd
'Are you lying to me?'
If he seys that, does it mean he thinks i`m lying to him ? Basically that he doesn`t trust me?
..__MiNDYY

- Trust cannot penetrate the closed off heart -

in ways i can agree with you because i have issues with trust and ive found that its easer to trust boys than in girls bc girls like to talk and gossop and backstab and lie wich i hate alot and ive been backstabed before and it hurts alot expecially from someone youve considered your best friend