I Hate this :(

I dont know if you have beed diagnosed with any mentel illness but if you dont then I think it's a good iadea to be diagnosed so you have some answers on how to help yourself with your moods. look into it about your sysmtoms on the computer. thats what I always do. with your friend having a boyfriend. almost everytime when a friend get a b/f she automaticly leaves you and goes with him. I dont know why I wish I new. I don't know how many times that has happend to me as well. I hope I helped you a bit if you need anything eles or any advice just e-mail me ^_^

what you're feeling right now is the exact thing i'm going through right now.. being happy seems fake when deep down you feel really depressed... i'll be here to talk to you~