R.I.P Holly Marie Bashor 1992-2006

This is just a shout out to my bffl who passed away on December 11th due to cancer. She was a cancer survivor though she relapsed and got a surgery that failed, leaving her with an open wound. She suffered from Radiation damage, infection, brain bleed and major complications. I miss Holly so incredibly much, she's been suffering so much for the past 17 months with this, that I am glad she's free and no longer in pain..though it seems unbearable without her here right now. Holly was 14 years old, loved her family, friends and loved animals. I've known Holly since kindergarten and never ONCE did she let anything break her, she faught like nobody I've ever seen. She is the toughest girl I've ever met. She went into a coma on sunday morning and passed on in the night with her parents by her side..she was at home(doctor said it was okay).

I just wanted to let her know

I LOVE YOU HOLLY!!!!! I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN IN HEAVEN!!!! WAIT FOR ME!

That is very sad.. I'm really sorry to hear this happened to you.

Just keep your chin up, everything will be ok again, one day. =]

Never forget she is always with you...=]

Best of Wishes,
xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

My thoughts are with you..
I know what it's like to lose a friend...
God bless her soul..
*Gem*

thank you..she has really changed my life around..I want to live a fuller and better life because of her. I want to reach for the sky and accomplish whatever I can. I miss her sooooooo much and cry for her every day. I went to her memorial today and it was beautiful..they played a video of pictures on a screen in the church and the first song they played was I Can Only Imagine, I love that song. and the other 2 I do not know the names but they were heart wrenching. I sobbed during that. It was nice to have tons and tons of people surrounding me that were all here for the same reason: to celebrate the life of Holly. I wish I could have stayed in that room forever as I felt her presence with us the whole time. For once I didn't cry tears for holly having passed. I cried tears for the struggle she went through, how strong she was and how long this battle with leukemia and MAJOR complications went on(since she was 5), and I am now happy for her to be in heaven and no longer in pain. She was an amazing girl and she deserves that.

I love you Holly!!!!!

Wow you are a very stong person, dealing with a friend dying takes a strong person. And you seem to be dealing with it alright. its good. I had to friends kill themselves this summer, jamey and john after they both lost a friend 2 summers ago also to suicide. Im glad that you are doing alright, and Im glad you look at the positive out come.

Holly also is very strong dealing with it for 9 years.
I hope you the best of luck, and you are in my prayers.

to me death is so depressing. i just lost 2 people in my life and wish i could of said bye

I WAS ONLY SIX, I REMEBER HAVING A BAD DREAM, SO I WENT INTO MY GRANMOTHER ROOM, I ASKED HER IF I COULD SLEEP WITHHER, SHE SAID SURE BABY, I SADI GOODNIGHT, SHE SAID GOODNIGHT I LOVE YOU, I SAID IT BACK BUT EHN THE NEXT MORNING I woke up and found her dead next to me.. for the last nine years I always have wonder if she had tried to wake me up while she was dying, just somehow I feel responsible... for her death... i'm sorry grandma.. I really am....:(

Victoria- and Misguided angel. i am terribly sorry, i too have lost many people in my life. my grandmother, aunt, uncle and great-grandmother. it is hard. but things will get somewhat better. =[

i cant believe it...a boy that i was friends with died in a car accident last night...im still not able to believe it....one of the guys best friends wouldnt believe it and tried to call his cell...it was so terrible to watch...this same kinda thing happened a few years ago and no one thought it would happen again but it did and everyones soo torn up...any advice?